Fabian

Apolitical, semi-straight edge dank memer interested in esoteric and religious studies, occultism, car maintenance, martial arts, psychology and healthy living. Communist and subsequently an anarchist and stoner in my mid to late teens. Studied anthropology. Became a Christian in 1995, when I was 25, one evening, seemed like a good idea at the time. Became a corporate boi and gym and extreme sports addict. Got interested in gnosticism and later luciferianism in late 00s. Became an atheist briefly in 2012, then have been agnostic and possibly a pantheist since. Started practising magic on and off. Have written some articles on psychology, NLP, early Christianity, esotericism, Left Hand Path, and holistic health but never written a book. Chaos magician, influenced by Luciferianism and Left Hand Path in general. Not particularly keen on CM and LHP communities esp. on social media. I try to nurture a critical mindset and embrace rationalism. I require evidence to formulate an absolute spiritual belief. I have ideas about how things might work which to me have varying degrees of probability of being true, and my views may change over time. Internal experiences and religious texts are not proof of anything. You may not personally need proof. I don't say people's spiritual beliefs are wrong, just that I think they may be unlikely to be true or at least in the way that they have presented them.

Do not just slide straight into my DMs unless you are from Nigeria and need to tell me I am entitled to £10 million but need to pay you a deposit first to unlock the money. Do not add me unless u sho tha anime or fursuit fayce. Single rizzler, thirsty & under 18? Conversation more like schwag quality than kush? Haven't bothered to look at my profile for more than 5 seconds? Don't inbocks me. I am not networking to spam ppl or to brainwash them lol. I have friends with many different beliefs and ideologies and don't really care - as long as they are not OCD about it and don't talk about it all the time, doesn't affect their attitude or ability to rationally discuss things without becoming overly emotional and defensive, or make them totally cringe. I would prefer to meet people who aren't total normies or worse still middle aged edgy normie memers. I prefer to low key evaluate ppl's psychological make up and any potential personal disorders than solely judge people on their ideology.