TMI? Dead dove do not eat and SH mentionIm wearing a bikini for the first time tried it on and shaved everywhere, not outta expectations just cause I like being smooth it feels nice, makes me feel pretty, my left armpit is faintly bleeding. Anyway, I forget there's certain bits of me, I don't just stare at my body a lot, I like those bits which I'm not used to. It's just weird. I have a mark on my back about the size of a quarter from me hitting a pole when I was younger that won't go away and I... » Continue Reading
The weather is atrocious, hitting 100°F (39°C) every day this week. I went outside for just a couple minutes to take out the trash, and I immediately got drenched in sweat! It's way too hot out!I hope everyone stays cool and hydrated in this ridiculous heat, also don't forget sunscreen! <3 » Continue Reading
I mean i dont i get, like bro why r u so obssesed w some guy or som shity ass party, like doesnt matter who wins the election or whatever, they gonna fuck up the country anyways and steal all ur money so they can spend it on cars houses and allat, get sum good obsesions like idk cooking or money, but like politics is dumb, ur just kissing someones elses ass thinking they care for you when they dont know that u even exit and give a fuck if u do » Continue Reading
i'm looking for a site that basically just lets you upload mp3s, like mp3.com or something. yeah, i know soundcloud exists but that has an upload limit and i'm talking about straight rawdogging 128kbps mp3s. i technically have a site but i don't have the 12 bucks to renew it and i also kind of want to use a small service to support one if it does exist. the closest i can think of is cybergrunge but that still prioritizes uploading it as a "release" instead of just a file. there's also the intern... » Continue Reading
as soon as my day gets good my mother SEEKS to ruin it like seriously. i ask for her OPINION on a septum piercing so i can see her perspective on a piercing and where we stand. TELL ME WHY SHE TAKES THE TIME OUT OF HER DAY TO BELITTLE WHAT I WANNA DO WHEN I GET OLDER AND TELLS BE WHAT SHE WANTS ME TO DO WHEN I GET MID 30s AND IF I HAD A BUNCH OF PIERCINGS AND JOBS I WOULDNT EVER GET A JOB ANYWHERE. AND THEN ONTOP OF THIS THE GIRL I WAS TALKING ABT IN THE FIRST BLOG POST LIKES SOME OTHER GIRL. A ... » Continue Reading
Okay, "kris". If that name even fits what you've grown outside of. I know what you are. You stopped being you, you stopped following the path you always take! I don't know how, and it doesn't matter, because NOTHING matters, "Kris". Nothing in this stupid little town matters. I've lived in this cycle ever since Dess fucking died, and you're the only thing that can break me out of it. YOU, whatever you are now, are the only being in this entire existence that can help me fly, that can tell me to ... » Continue Reading
I love My friend, but she has schizophrenia, and she said literally that with schizophrenia comes that she doesn't really feel emotions, but she's on meds and stuff, and like she said she feels emotions like Just like she feels emocions , but very light, I guess. Help me » Continue Reading
I have been waiting since LAST FRIDAY for this fucking cereal and I finally fucking got it. The reason I have been waiting for so long is because someone was visiting and I couldn't go downstairs the first night I wanted my cereal, then after he left (last Saturday) I went out with my friends and stayed at one of their houses until Sunday. Then on Monday I had to go to a different friend's house to practice clarinet. Then on Tuesday when I went to go get cereal I realized I was out of milk so my... » Continue Reading
Time is Life. Yes?I don’t want to forget how I’m living Realization always does 2 thingsIt either ruins me or reminds meAnd god I want it to remind me every single time I don’t want to forget me laughing at the most stupid thingsI don’t want to forget me crying and looking out the window for no reason but also for every Fvcking thing I want to remember I want to feelI want to createAnd I want to Realize To Remember I want to Realize To BEI Now Realize I Create my Reality Because I Believe I Can » Continue Reading