Hey people so i have started reading "the bell jar" cause i bought it and casue their making a movie of it ringt now (and billie's gonna be staring in it!) anyway so yea for now i like it and its good but a bit cunfusing :0 i will giva an update when iv'e gotten further<3 » Continue Reading
I live in an okay area that is smack near a park, which means homeless people, or just any weird and sketchy guys lurk…. Im trying to sleep but i hear this grown man absolutely breaking down and screaming and sobbing as if he saw his entire family die in front of him. But he’s LOUD LOUD…. And that just got me thinking…. I felt like i became really aware of the fact that im alive right now, and started paying attention to feelings and our purpose .. does living really matter? Does anything we do ... » Continue Reading
I've wanted to make a videogame about the killjoys for months now. This year i will be starting to learn Java at school and my super awesome teacher said we'll be learning how to make a graphic interface and will probably make videogames.I've learned coding by myself when i was like 13 starting from Scratch then searching youtube videos to learn python and javascript and html but i had no one to ask for advice when it bugged badly so i gave up on some of that. But for now i wanna focus on the de... » Continue Reading
Alright, day 2 of this blog, and tommorow is the day I go back to school, don't tell my parents but I stayed up all night tryna text my friends and now I'm SOOO tired lol XD, I wish I could stay up untill like the next day :P, but anyway, I'm a little worried about tommorow being my first day back to school. I'm not gonna reveal my age around the Internet, but I prolly will not know what the hell I'm doing around school. But yhh. Anyways, that's my blog for today, byeeee :D » Continue Reading
I am so fucking jealous and easily rage baited. I crashed out earlier because I was scrolling on #emo and saw an old friend I had a crush on, day ruined immediately. I think I only wanted their skin. I also cried because my mother (love her) turned my music down on the way home to call someone. LIKE PLEASE THIS IS MY ONLY HOPE I WILL CRASH THIS CAR!!?!?!?!!??! I am also like yearning for a relationship but also like I dont gaf enough to do anything romantic. hmph. I fucking love music holy shit.... » Continue Reading
yup schools starting again soon, so i've been rather busy with getting my work done at the last minute "^ ^) anyway, drawin's; i've still been relatively consistent with it, but i just have not liked almost any of the things i've made. even most of the things i'm gonna share here are a bit meh, but still fine enough for me to be comfortable sharing them. ...however, the last few days have actually been pretty nice. after getting into a slightly better daily rhythm, and actually warming up before... » Continue Reading
i left the US for a little under two weeks to go to antwerp, belgium for a theatre festival.being a part of the festival was so much fun, and antwerp is such a beautiful city. i met so many cool people and saw so many shows. i felt so lucky to be around so many incredible actors, and to get a glimpse of what community theatre looks like around the world =')i have so much more to share about this experience, but it's super late lol >w< » Continue Reading
So the vacay with my friends started the moment I went to my boy-besties home, too early like I always am. But in my defense I did not know that he went swimming with his mom, and he arrived 10 minutes later than me. Our other bestie arrived 20 minutes later, cuz her mom just got the car starting too late. We made us food, played some mario kart, talked a lot, and started watching Love Island Germany (the 2nd season). Our flight was scheduled for the next morning 6 o'clock or smth and his mom dr... » Continue Reading
Hai, I'm Yokei or Axel, those are my recent names and, tomorrow I'm going to have a new haircut! I'm a FTM(Transmasc) person and well, uh I'm still insecure about my mom's opnion when I tell her I'm trans so, im trying to start my transition and the haircut its the second step for now, I already made a binder for myself and its lwk working!!!!! I'm thinking in making a wolf haircut yk? I even tried to ask the AI to change my hair to the ref one and its so beautiful!!! I hope to when I ask my mom... » Continue Reading
Hi! I fucking hate everything, and I can't find a job, I've been looking for a job several days by now, sometimes I leave my resume, sometimes I have to talk to a bitch ass AI, and sometimes they just tell me they don't need more people wich I understand but fuck I've crossed half of my town just walking and I've only been able to leave 2 or 3 resume's, a lot of mails and nothing, a AI even told me that they would keep my data if they need me (wich they wont, now they're probably selling my data... » Continue Reading