from how much ive done, im trying to fix what ive damaged reallyi still overthink and worry, i judge every action i do and myself, whenever its my face or behaviour andi dont knowits getting worse somehow, i wish it wasnt reallyi dont want to lie to make others happy, and when i try to calm them down or even try, it only goes south.it doesnt make me a good person, but it doesnt make me a bad person either.i have no idea what was going in my mindid be lying if i said i knew and id hate if i did.t... » Continue Reading
i LOVE LOVE scrolling through the internet archives gyaru magazines like oohh that looks nice. its like the ooo a piece of candy! oo a piece of candy! the june 2008 egg linked below ⬇🧁!^.:*EGG 2008 JUNE!`~*,i did june bc its june » Continue Reading
TW!!!! Mentions of school shootings, guns, kinks, sexual topicsThe first day of my freshman year, I met this girl named Ari. She was what you would call a pseudo-intellectual, priding herself on being "grounded" and "smarter" than the rest of our friends. She was absolutely smart, yes, but only academically. She pretended to be emotionally intelligent, but she was just as terrible as I was in terms of relationships. She constantly jumped from relationship to relationship with no time in between.... » Continue Reading
6/26Yesterday was midsummer eve or juhannus as we call it here in Finland. Common things we do to celebrate are stuff like eating new potatoes, lighting a big bonfire, beating each other with birch branches in a hot room, getting shitfaced, betting on how many people will drown while being shitfaced (you are not allowed to influence the outcome by drowning someone or yourself) and doing various midsummer spells.In Finnish folk beliefs, midsummer was also a celebration of fertility and many midsu... » Continue Reading
ITA: Fuori da Avellino c'era una discoteca, chiamata East Side, dove molti DJ famosi sono venuti a suonare dagli anni '90 fino al 2007, anno della chiusura della discoteca. La pagina Facebook ha pubblicato, quest'anno, un video e molti pensano che la discoteca potrebbe riaprire, altri invece pensano sia marketing per qualcosa di morto. Per adesso, non abbiamo nuove notizie.ENG: Outside Avellino there was a club/disco, called East Side, where a lot of famous DJs came and played from the 90s until... » Continue Reading