being so alone just has me talking to myself out loud all the time, instead of the lonliness making me more content with being alone it feels like it just made me more needy and schizo » Continue Reading
Hello everyone, I usually know what I want to say , but I really don’t know what to start with. I’ve recently broken up with my girlfriend of 9 months because my mental as too unbearable to be able to love her and be with her like she wants me to. Afterwards, I just let myself fall into this deep depression of just laying and not speaking, crying something or just being alone. Being alone has never hurt me it’s comforting to be honest but now it’s like everyone is carefully keeping an eye on me ... » Continue Reading
Hi guys! I wrote this for my AP Lang class this past school year. We were told to write essays based on John Green's series of Anthropocene essays, but on our own personal topics. I'm really proud of it, and I hope you all like it! Romantic comedies (rom-coms) may seem like cliché, cheesy chick flicks that teenage girls watch at sleepovers, but really, they influence the dynamics of dating culture. Rom-coms create a blueprint of what an individual should look for in a romantic relationsh... » Continue Reading
WEIRDLY ENOUGH I USE TO BE A FAMOUS PAPYRUS ROLEPLAYER IN HEYSPACE..BEFORE DELETING MY WHOLE ACCOUNT 💔 IDK WHY I DID IT I REGRET IT EVERYDAY BC EVERYBODY LOVED COMMENTING UNDER MY ROLEPLAY BLOGS 😭😭 ROLEPLAYING AS MY KINS IS LIKE MY FAV THING TO DO, I EVEN DO IT IN ACCIDENT WITHOUT REALIZING I STARTED ROLEPLAYING AGAIN THO IN 2023 WITH MY OC ONLY FOR THE START CUZ IT WAS THE EASIEST THING, I DID MYTH HUNTING TOO!! UNTILL THE DRAMA THAT HAD HOMOPHOBIA AND MISOGYNY AND SO MUCH MORE THAT I STOPPED H... » Continue Reading
currently listening to: screw the standard by eatmewhileimhottoday was so boring. i spent most of the day sleeping in different rooms cuz the maids were over sob. i cut my hair cuz my bangs were getting too long. ugh i always feel like it grows back to being insanely long every 2 hourz. i’ve been thinking a lot about how weird it is that songs can remind u of people. every time i hear certain songs i remember someone that i thought i forgot about it’s kinda depressing. also why r all the coolest... » Continue Reading