Hi. Hello. Belle and Sebastian get me. Especially, the song Dress Up in You. I want to escape myself through people. It's why I romanticize first meetings and use sex as a handshake. I think it will work each time. Because it means not choosing myself and choosing someone else. When I am not chosen back is when I bring out the daggers. When I write the letters and make sure everyone knows the emotional weight of what the desired has done to me. I should of been kinder to Andy. I shouldn't have s... » Continue Reading
I ACTUALLY DIDN'T THROW UP, but uh the reason why I felt that was bc I was at a birthday party and my throat kinda hurts but at least I didn't throw up ( I hate throwing up it's like a phobia or something) » Continue Reading
Ok so basically I think humans are too stimulated in our time If u challenged someone to sit in silence for 15 min and stare at a wall, would they do it (for nothing btw) answer is probably statistically noIt’s a huge problem & ppl don’t seem to consider or give it much thought » Continue Reading
I developed ARFID pretty recently. It was within the past year, just after my birthday (October of 20205). It wasn’t because of autism or anything, but I ate bad ramen during school lunch and threw up. Nothing had digested. It was so gross that I stopped eating anything I’d be able to see if I threw up. All solids are off the table. I eventually got over it for the most part and was about to eat soft leaning solids like sushi, cakes, etc. Fast forward. I was eating a waffle and I choked. I threw... » Continue Reading
Hello again!This one's a bit late, but I've been cooking up a lot of stuff since last week! I've gotten a bit slower by the end, but I was zooming in progress at the start, so let's go over that stuff!The ShopkeeperBit of an odd one to start off with, but one of my favourite side-projects so far!The Shopkeeper is a bit of an older video of mine from about 3 months back, simulating one of my dream games in a sort of ENA fashion. I hadn't really uploaded many videos, but I thought that sorta thing... » Continue Reading
Like I’m writing a book atm moment and I was just thinking how am I going to write this shit I don’t rlly wanna tbh if freaks me out! I can barely be able to write abt to people making out not to mention the whole smut thing it’s sorta gross like no Tiffany I don’t wanna read abt to people have sex? Not unless it’s frerard fan fic does anyone else fell weird abt it or is it just me? » Continue Reading
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