i have a lot of stuff happening (as usual), somehow i always end up coming back at this, and i don't know what sucks more to be honest.i miss this odd but so familiar feeling.probably because i'm so scared of being fine.which is an odd and stupid thing to say because why would you be scared of something you've always wanted? but i can't seem to comprehend my own self so why bother question that.i wish i wasnt mei'm an exception, and it's hard to accept.it's not the kind funny cute little oneit's... » Continue Reading
there is something beautiful about love that i find always. something that is probably odd to say to a lot of people, but not for me because of how i was raised.chemicals tend to be explosive, too much, right?mechanical things tend to have a way to just be right.i'm a chemical kidyou're a mechanical bridei raise my hands, i put my knees glued to the floorat the thought of you leaving me aloneplease dont leave me alone.dont torture me or (make me) beg me.i'm a chemical kid, i tend to be too much.... » Continue Reading
a new emotion has arrived.this knot in my stomach that goes up to my throat feels different.not really, feels familiar.maybe some day.maybe some day it will go away, do i want that day to come? maybe not. no.because that means i won't feel nothing at all, and that scares me. Who wouldnt feel scare about that?feeling like this is all i know, it's what i am, it's what ive seen, it's what i've learned, it's who i am, who i am, who i am?it burns but it's cold, maybe some day.i'm not a kid anymore.10... » Continue Reading
Written by: HeatedVaseBefore becoming a superhero, Alin Erthiz and his brother Jerron Erthiz were huge fans of heroes. Jerron always promised to make Alin a hero one day, no matter what. And, basically, everyone does, too. Until one day, a building caught fire. The heroes weren't fast enough, and unfortunately, some lives were lost. One of those was Jerron, who was visiting his father's office. Jerron's last words were "still be a hero, okay?" because of the disaster, Alin's parents became anti-... » Continue Reading
I figured I just might start using my blog as a sort of journal. Anyway, today I watched a movie called "Being John Malkovich" I liked it a lot, but it was a bit weird tho. Now I'm about to watch "Alien: Prometheus" for the first time. c ya » Continue Reading
WHY ARE MY MOCKS IN LIKE 3 WEEKS....I AM NOT PASSING MATHS FOR SHIT 🥹✌️IM SO EXCITED TO FINALLY LEAVE THE SCHOOL IM SO CLOSE TO YET SO FAR..... » Continue Reading
3/20/2026!Hi guys!!! Im W1LL0W and I lowkey came to FriendRewind to be cooler than ever!Other than all the bots Ive been seeing, This website seems pretty cool so far!If we share interests or anything, come friend me!">Slipknot - Duality | LyricsAnyways, Your soon to be celebrity/Sadist is ouuutttt!!- W1LL0W/DYN4M1T3 » Continue Reading
In this blog I intend to give an overall view of what life was like in the wilderness program.Daily and weekly routine. Five days a week you are forced to hike for most of the day carrying a backpack so heavy that it’s literally agony carrying it. If you dare to complain about the weight they add rocks to it to make it even heavier and if you complain about that the rocks are left in for the next day as well so you quickly learn not to complain. The two non hiking days are for group therapy and ... » Continue Reading