sitting with a sick feeling in my gut. i think i might’ve spent like 2 hours on this site. i want to get out of this house. a night walk would cure me. don’t miss my mom, but i miss being able to walk late outside. especially now when it’s snowy, it’d be surreal. miss being able to wander into the playgrounds and just swing by myself, listening to music in the cold night air, nobody asking where i am. i remember the feeling of cars rushing by me, the wind from their bodies throwing my hair in my... » Continue Reading
So imagine fighting with your parents the first thing in the morning. Now imagine like running to your bedroom, locking the door, and having to hear them scream about stupid stuff for an hour. That’s basically what happened and then i got really depressed. I called up my friend Whispen and i was like “Okay I’m going to bleach my hair!!” She said it wasn’t a good idea, so then I decided to dye it blue in the front. It turned purple because my hair is already pink. But it looks very shitty so I’m ... » Continue Reading
getting fomo so bad abt not growing up w myspace…hopefully this kinda lets me live out my 2000s-teen life. it’s still icy asl here, took a walk w my dogs and saw ducks standing on the frozen-over lake. can’t wait to show my gf around. school’s still out, which is good? except i still gotta report my ex to the counselors which is very irritating. the whole situation is just exhausting, really. maybe the winter “break” was a blessing. god knows i needed it. miss u elle. “we miss u!” - ducks at the... » Continue Reading
Bleed out, Isak DanielsonI've been alone for a whileBut only with you in my mindLost on empty pagesBut the ink is already fadedI've been alone for a whileKnow I triedBut I'm so cold insideBleed with me this timeI've been hurting to findSomeone to make it rightI learned so much but lost it allAnd when I'm stuck with you, I fallBleed with me this timeTill we bleed outSince you told me what you feltI can't think of no one elseHave you lost your wayIs it time to sayThat you're missing someone else'C... » Continue Reading
â Oliver Sacks, The Man Who Mistook His Wife For A Hat: And Other ClinicalI don't remember which part of the book this quote is from, but it's a great book about neuroscience with nonfiction short stories. The few I remember are about someone who doesn't believe their legs are theirs and keeps pushing them away, someone who believes they're dead, someone with hallucinations, and the title story. I've wanted to read this book for a while after I had heard about it in A conversation with Lawrence ... » Continue Reading
Recent Entries
Pinned Blogs
Most Kudos
Most Comments
Back to Top
- by jessthebest
- 0 Comments
- 13 Kudos
- by 
- by 
- by 
- by 
- by