Anyone else still feel like they’re way younger than what they are?And I don’t mean that in a “omg I’m so immature I’m like a kid in 30 year old body” wayI mean it as in like, I feel like I’m turning 14 every year. I still feel like 13 year old me.I understand 4-5 years isn’t far from 18 (in this case), but why do I feel so young and don’t fit in? » Continue Reading
Hii I'm just testing out the blog customization lol.But while I'm here minus well blurt a little. I'm going camping this week! My family goes camping at this one camp ground around this time every year, or that's how it's been for the past 3 years :).The first time we went I only explored certain parts and didn't have much fun the first couple of days , but the second time we went I explored a lot more and enjoyed my time there the whole time. I'm hoping this year will be the best because we sho... » Continue Reading
I'm going to 8th grade genuinely scared cause I'm going to have to use the girls restroom, and then who knows the friends situation I already have to use the girl's restroom everyday but like even when I do I get nervous because I'm like what if they get mad at me? I do not look like a girl at all and I like that but I don't like that everyone will probably be confused, I'm dead ass tired of "Are you a boy or girl?" Cause I will be forced to appear as a girl, meanwhile every time I meet someone ... » Continue Reading
Okay for context, Carter is one of my exs who I'm not sure I hate as much as I do the previous folks... Anyway ("why are you talking about your ex? That's so weird" sybau) Carter is this dude I dated for like almost a hear I'm sure and he decided to just randomly end things. I wasn't so sad I'd cry but I was a little upset until in the middle of the damn break up he goes "you're so understanding I could kiss you"??? What??? Who says that??ð?? You're in the middle of breaking up wit me and you're... » Continue Reading
There's this girl in my camp and this dude whom I utterly fucking hate. There's only 3 of us (because I hate most people or just don't wanna talk to anyone during summer) and she is SO fucking annoying. I'm a GAY dude who's into MEN. DUDES. And I've made it clear so many fucking times but she insists on trying to flirt and Kay on me in the car we go in to do camp stuff blah blah. Anyway, she constantly tries laying her head on my shoulder or lap and I utterly hate it. I don't mind if there's tru... » Continue Reading
Okay so is it normal to feel a very very strong hatred for someone? I'm not talking about like "I hate that guy". I mean hatred so strong even the sound of then makes you wanna puke or like the touch of them makes you wanna peel your skin off? This is how I feel about my brother. I mean the brother who was born after me, I've always felt this way since like age 6-8 or smth. I just really don't like him at all. Nothing he does makes me smile. Every good thing that happens to him makes me hate him... » Continue Reading