Hello guys!! life has been pretty good recently, I just have been feeling really insecure. I want to start going back to the gym I currently weight 198 pounds :(( not where I want to be at all even thought the other day I dropped to 194. I have been trying not to put myself down about it though I know I probs can lose weight faster if I cut out soda, I just feel like it helps me calm down when im stressed. I know I should speak to a therapist about it but my medicade is out :(( I also have a bad... » Continue Reading
Quick rant HEY LOVE'S!The color pink is UNDERRATED? GAASP! YEP THATS RIGHT UNDERRATED."It's so girly" OK AND girly should not be considered an insult. I'm a girl, I like pink. That doesn't make me weak or helpless. You can like whatever color you want and it doesn't define your life. Yes go around wear pink and still be the boss baddie you are. and for the guys YOU CAN LIKE PINK. Just like I can like blue you can like pink.BYE BADDIES the main hot take here: if you like it, you like it. PERIOD » Continue Reading
ok so she screamed at me and my siblings today because apparently our needs are too much money and since my dad was the only one working and my step mom doesn't have a job and I stepped up and held my 10 year old brother and put my headphones on my 13 year old brother while she was screaming even though I was getting tramma reminders I dropped everything to be there for them because my 13 year old brother hates yelling my 10 year old brother is still little and my older sister who is seventeen a... » Continue Reading
Guys, okay, tonight? Eventful.My mom and I are very scared of wild reptiles (I'm only afraid of them because of her instilling the fear in me), and earlier tonight... she thought a SNAKE was in our house. Spoiler, it was not a snake but a small lizard. My mom is just an overreactor.She calls me in there, like SCREAMING for me, and so I go in there and I'm very aggravated because I was literally eating... and she is FREAKING out, which makes ME freak out, and she makes me call our roommate and sh... » Continue Reading
October 7th, 2026, 12:34 AMI still cannot sleep, my mind is playing more allusions than a magician. From the corner of my eyes, I can see the worst nightmare I wouldn't dare describe. From straight ahead of me, the wall sprouts creatures grasping at my body as if to pull me into the eternal torment from where they came. My brain feels like it's being pulled at by a dollmaker as everything from the seeds of my hair to the soles of my feet twitch and jerk by a command that is not my own. Over 5 ye... » Continue Reading
...guess who's busy for the whole week (and most of next week)! Me! Me! Me! Expect to see a temporary decrease in activity (read: shorter posts). University is sapping away what little free time I have left, tragically....now listening: "Get Out of My Stations" by Guided by Voices. I once read a review of this EP on a very obscure blog that described the record label Siltbreeze (who released this EP) as having a roster of bands who "make music you listen to alone at 3 AM while planning either a ... » Continue Reading
So i am late for school because my mom thought it would be a fucking amazing idea to cut of my internet wifi thing and my alarm ONLY WORKS WITH WIFI BUT I DIDNT FUCKING KNOW so normally i wake up at 4:45 am but now i woke up AN HOUR LATER and i need alot of time to get ready or else i will have a nervous breakdown and js sit in a corner and bawl my eyes out cuz I CANT FUCKING HANDLE STRESS ARGUGUGUGARRR and no i have almost no makeup on and i NEEED my makeup im not leaving the house if i dont at... » Continue Reading
so sorry i don't post as much here, i kinda have been taking care of myself and going to get help. i might go to therapy next month or so but i was prescribed antidepressants :3 which help with my anxiety although idk abt my depression :0 who knows!! i'll have to take them for the next month or so! » Continue Reading
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