So i am late for school because my mom thought it would be a fucking amazing idea to cut of my internet wifi thing and my alarm ONLY WORKS WITH WIFI BUT I DIDNT FUCKING KNOW so normally i wake up at 4:45 am but now i woke up AN HOUR LATER and i need alot of time to get ready or else i will have a nervous breakdown and js sit in a corner and bawl my eyes out cuz I CANT FUCKING HANDLE STRESS ARGUGUGUGARRR and no i have almost no makeup on and i NEEED my makeup im not leaving the house if i dont at... » Continue Reading
so sorry i don't post as much here, i kinda have been taking care of myself and going to get help. i might go to therapy next month or so but i was prescribed antidepressants :3 which help with my anxiety although idk abt my depression :0 who knows!! i'll have to take them for the next month or so! » Continue Reading
On one hand I get really, really lonely. I do want partnership, but at the same time I do know what a good relationship looks like. This turns into a weird cycle where I don't get into relationships too early and I get my heart broken over and over again because of things that make relationships impossible, when I could've just done the dumb and young thing, which probably would've ended badly... So I don't really know what to think of it. Should I just do what my heart says or should I follow m... » Continue Reading
I feel as though im alternative but i dont at the same time. I try to go for an 80s normie or 90s skater look but I look like those dudes on the fashion side of TikTok (I mean the guys that are like “it’s VINTAGE. VINTAGEEEEUH”) I need tips (I already thrift and stuff but im still buns) » Continue Reading
Nobody warns you about the quiet.It's not the big moments you miss most. It's the small ones: the text you used to send when something funny happened, the name you almost say out loud, the empty spot where someone used to fit into your day. When a relationship ends or fades, the world doesn't stop. It just gets very still around you.The loneliness isn't only about themBeing alone after losing a relationship is about more than missing one person. You miss the version of yourself that existed with... » Continue Reading
Hello, Buttercup!For those out of the loop you can check the first post I made about the problem I had with my social service, here's the link:𑣲🍓CW: Mentions of vomit, improper lenguage, disgusting topics, ig?So it's been 3 weeks since the first post and HOLY HELL there's a lot of things for me to rant about. Everything starts on the morning that our profesors start telling us we must do a formal presentation of our 3 month research; Us, as in me and my work colleges, acting like the very respon... » Continue Reading
Di mi corazón a quien no deseaba nada de mí...Entregué mi amor a un vacío que, poco a poco, me consumió...Y aún así, sigue siendo esa chispa que enciende mi ser, aunque solo existe entre los recuerdos y lo que nunca pudo ser. » Continue Reading
Here to share some thoughts on rape culture because this topic is fresh in my mind. I’ve liked seeing many more people talk about this thanks to the Cornell case reopening, despite how it messes me up when I hear details of the case. Just life proving over and over again that your male friends can betray you in an instant and face no consequences for it. Betrayal isn’t all, nothing fully erases the trauma of sexual violence…I saw today that a YouTuber I used to watch (Jacob Geller) raped a frien... » Continue Reading