like am i even real? am i someone?? what if this is all a dream, what if people actually notice me? i'm very conflicted and confused and really i'm scared because i realize that my actions do really have consequences. i've always known, yes, but sometimes i get Aware of these things in a horrible way. and now is one of those times. why can't i just be happy and flap my hands about my blorbos or whatever why do i have to be a real man& why do i have to even exist??? i do enjoy living but i don't ... » Continue Reading
TW SA MENTION I GUESSnot to be vulnerable, but i really wanna show how childhood mental health affects artSo i was around 10-13 when i first started getting hallucinations, delusions, illusions, etc.I really lost it at church camp where i saw shit floating in the air and convinced myself a demon was attached to me, followed me home, was watching and sleeping next to meA couple years before that specific incident i was also sexually assaulted by someone and never said anythingI didnt know how to ... » Continue Reading
I would seriously make a blog if I knew what I was doing!!! I like literally have a tumblr, but what am I supposed to write??? Like an introduction...? but those are lowk boring as asf (๑`^´๑) Aside from topics and such, I have NO IDEA if I need a laptop or smth??? Or can I just use a tablet or phone or TV orr??? Sigh, could someone assist me por favorᯣ_ᯣ » Continue Reading
For some reason, discovering the band TWRP has felt so much different than discovering other different bands. When I discovered music, I usually listened to a few songs, and just enjoy them before I moved on. But this felt different.I hadn't found them by myself, a friend of mine had discovered the band and I would happily watch the videos they would send. But then one day, a switch flipped when I watched their music video Have You Heard and suddenly I started listening to more and more of their... » Continue Reading
Step 1:Go here and make an account in order to receive a working login you can use on MSN! This site from what I gather is a bunch of Nostalgic tech lovers that want to keep old messaging services alive, which I love. Them and their sister project NINA also have working AOL, AIM, and Yahoo messenger. Once you sign up you'll have an email to log in with, should be (insert your username)@escargot.chat, along with the password you've created. You'll need both of these to log into MSN.Step 2:Now you... » Continue Reading
I ply guitar and have lessons every Monday with my amazing guitar teacher and I have no clue what song to learn next T-TPLEAASEEEE give me song recommendations I have been playing for 3-4 years and I can play somewhat difficult songs.I mainly play metal music so metal songs are the best!!Ideas of songs I have learned: Symphony Of Destruction and Ashes In Your Mouth by megadeath, Floods, 10s, Planet Caravan, Revolution is My Name, and Hollow by pantera, Many godsmack and type O songs, and many ot... » Continue Reading
hi!!! hello!!! hey!!! im like very new here like i just logged in 45 minutes ago and i was wondering if anybody just wanted to be friends?? just asking though,,,,,,,,,,,,, ok bye » Continue Reading
hi all, apologies for dying i forgot about this site XD i'll try to use it moreANYWAYi put out a demo like last week and you can get cassettes of it! its seven songs, four of which aint on this site!buy it here: https://pastafrogrecords.bandcamp.com/album/vaguely-spooky-certainly-sillyPLEASE NOTE that this is a DEMO and not a full release. this is really just for promo and so theres something WTM available on the internet. THESE SONGS ARE SUBJECT TO CHANGE!!! » Continue Reading
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