Why does it feel like every time I like a boy and they finally like me back, I feel so disgusted all of the sudden? Its not even their fault, I just feel like I don't want this anymore and that I'll regret it. I love being single but it really hits me in the middle of the night when I dont have someone to really talk to about anything. Whenever I get into a relationship, I feel like I need days upon end alone sometimes and that's usually the issue. I always date a guy who is pushy, clingy, etc. ... » Continue Reading
everyday always a long fucking day. just blogging off my infinite list of problems and getting lonely when I have no notifsdaydreaming fantasies of better life, fantasies about giving my head to the leash, fanta c's abt having nosebleeds in class and screaming while everyone looks at me like a freak. truth is I'd like that. Sloth, just never moving again so I don't have to feel again, seeing ghosts... visions of my old friendswill this cycle ever end? blog, blog, repeatI'm not even sad or all th... » Continue Reading
if you dont know, I like have these weird problems with eating n whatever I'm typing this in a panic because my stomach hurts so bad I think I'm genuinely gonna throw up. I'll update in the morning I think » Continue Reading
Not like that it a song music is my only love The song is she’s the prettiest girl in the room and she can prove it with one right hook I know it’s popular but I live it so much gee and franks solo work is just peak 🖤Literally all I wanted to say oh yea btw I want to start a band if anyone’s interested (in the uk oxford probably shouldn’t of said that) » Continue Reading
Coleridge in this poem, is trying to express his thoughts on nature and humanity. The incorporation of silence adds to the lonely feel; forcing the reader to sit witness in an eerie ambiance. The envy a man can feel towards his own child seeps through the pages like ink, leaving a permanent scar. Envy of a peaceful slumber, worry free and unburdened by life. Only a father could see that and love his babe with no prejudice or resentment. » Continue Reading
drunk people are so funny I’m a bit tipsy myself but I have to talk ti someone I guesa about them but omg my faimly and I are celebreating relatuves birthday along with my brother and ofc we decided to get drinks, I myself looovvee cayman jacks so I drank like 4 and a half of them, I knew I was close to letting myself go so I stopped but omg these people my relatives are funny to see one thing they’re taljing about the past and then they’re talking about the silly things they would do at school ... » Continue Reading
Since my plans for the night got cancelled I decided to dye my hair! I know I was thinking of purple or pink, but I decided to do a copper brown and it looks so cutesy! Kinda glad things fell through lol ^^ » Continue Reading
So if I didn't alreayd have enough styles in my closet I got a new style toio, reversing the whole baggy thing to go back to fitted which for my slenderman frame works really well! Minus the knee poking out- HAHAHA » Continue Reading
Here's some background, so basically I've been crushing on this guy for a while now and he's been pretty on andoff with me somtimes mean and sometimes nice but were kinda cool but like I need tips 🥺 » Continue Reading