This is the worst I've felt in a good while. I feel weak and shaky, I feel like my stomach is in knots. I don't know who I am and I don't feel present in my own mind or body.Love, Manfred » Continue Reading
A few random things i drew a while back, mainly unfinished but i dont think im gonna finish them anyway, so here they are! From my new wave era I had to make a sfw version of this oneI did not know how to draw leather when i made these so i was just doing whatever and hoping it looked right » Continue Reading
hi hi!! sorry guys, i’ve been pretty busy being a chud but the good news is that I GOT A JOBBBBB!!!!!!! i literally just started yesterday BUT i like it so far, the ppl there are nice and the job is pretty fun ngl…apart from that, i really haven’t done anything apart from playing roblox and cleaning lol. my bday is recent so im excited for that and im excited to go back to school shopping since its going to be my SENIOR YEAR :000000!!!!!!! im excited and scared and nervous but im happy that it’s... » Continue Reading
(FYI, this blog will possibly be updated over time!)-Vylet Pony (miscellaneous/several genres)-Yaelokre (alternative/indie folk)-Sparkbird (alternative/indie folk)-omfg_astrid/Astrid Smith (hyperpop, indietronica, EDM)-FEM&M (breakcore, happy hardcore, hyperpop)-Stomach Book/Vivian Weeks (experimental rock, fifth-wave emo)-lulamoon/djlulamoon (rap, hip-hop)-fish eat cat (alternative rock, folk & singer-songwriter)-Ela Melo (she's the lead singer for Rainbow Kitten Surprise/RKS + indie, alternati... » Continue Reading
people say “keep on trucking, you’ll make it!!” but honestly let it run me over. i’m sooooo done having to act happy for everyone and then crying at night. and then the moment i’m not suddenly it’s a huge issue and they act like ive never had emotions before and treat me like a wild animal (ppl at school) my friends i text more often would never. i love you guys!! F,N,C,S,Mad,Z,Mar, and even some who i don’t talk to as often » Continue Reading
I feel pretty unlucky to be how I am. I'd call myself a romance freak, because I love daydreaming about it, writing about it, reading about it, and I just love the concept of having one special person you can be yourself around completely. BBBBBBBBBBBBBBut. There is a worry that is sometimes here and there sometimes sometimes.... that nobody would want me to be their special person because I'm asexual. It's not that I'm insecure, it would actually be a them problem for not wanting an asexual per... » Continue Reading