i feel like ive had this impending sense of doom and despair i guess? I realized that im lowkey a loser and i dont really do much with myself...i mean i feel like im seen as the trophy child most of the time and not my own person? like i have to be a certain way in order to be "like myself." but i am like myself! im just like this and i wish i wasnt based for it or watever.but idk so ig im gone xp » Continue Reading
Hi my hobbys are roblox and fun, andmy freinds. I really like my life. I like fun games and i love games with my freinds exspesally. I am a humoring and loving person too. i really really miss my mentor he past away some years after i was borned. but he was mean too some have told me. i use to smash worms with rocks but now i dont due to kindness » Continue Reading
Lowk if I haven't texted u back don't take it personally I haven't been talking to anyone I'm too tired to actually talk to ppl I'm SO SORRY. » Continue Reading
TMI? Dead dove do not eat and SH mentionIm wearing a bikini for the first time tried it on and shaved everywhere, not outta expectations just cause I like being smooth it feels nice, makes me feel pretty, my left armpit is faintly bleeding. Anyway, I forget there's certain bits of me, I don't just stare at my body a lot, I like those bits which I'm not used to. It's just weird. I have a mark on my back about the size of a quarter from me hitting a pole when I was younger that won't go away and I... » Continue Reading
The weather is atrocious, hitting 100°F (39°C) every day this week. I went outside for just a couple minutes to take out the trash, and I immediately got drenched in sweat! It's way too hot out!I hope everyone stays cool and hydrated in this ridiculous heat, also don't forget sunscreen! <3 » Continue Reading
I mean i dont i get, like bro why r u so obssesed w some guy or som shity ass party, like doesnt matter who wins the election or whatever, they gonna fuck up the country anyways and steal all ur money so they can spend it on cars houses and allat, get sum good obsesions like idk cooking or money, but like politics is dumb, ur just kissing someones elses ass thinking they care for you when they dont know that u even exit and give a fuck if u do » Continue Reading
i'm looking for a site that basically just lets you upload mp3s, like mp3.com or something. yeah, i know soundcloud exists but that has an upload limit and i'm talking about straight rawdogging 128kbps mp3s. i technically have a site but i don't have the 12 bucks to renew it and i also kind of want to use a small service to support one if it does exist. the closest i can think of is cybergrunge but that still prioritizes uploading it as a "release" instead of just a file. there's also the intern... » Continue Reading
as soon as my day gets good my mother SEEKS to ruin it like seriously. i ask for her OPINION on a septum piercing so i can see her perspective on a piercing and where we stand. TELL ME WHY SHE TAKES THE TIME OUT OF HER DAY TO BELITTLE WHAT I WANNA DO WHEN I GET OLDER AND TELLS BE WHAT SHE WANTS ME TO DO WHEN I GET MID 30s AND IF I HAD A BUNCH OF PIERCINGS AND JOBS I WOULDNT EVER GET A JOB ANYWHERE. AND THEN ONTOP OF THIS THE GIRL I WAS TALKING ABT IN THE FIRST BLOG POST LIKES SOME OTHER GIRL. A ... » Continue Reading
Okay, "kris". If that name even fits what you've grown outside of. I know what you are. You stopped being you, you stopped following the path you always take! I don't know how, and it doesn't matter, because NOTHING matters, "Kris". Nothing in this stupid little town matters. I've lived in this cycle ever since Dess fucking died, and you're the only thing that can break me out of it. YOU, whatever you are now, are the only being in this entire existence that can help me fly, that can tell me to ... » Continue Reading
I love My friend, but she has schizophrenia, and she said literally that with schizophrenia comes that she doesn't really feel emotions, but she's on meds and stuff, and like she said she feels emotions like Just like she feels emocions , but very light, I guess. Help me » Continue Reading