Having more than 1 aesthetic or subculture is so irritatingbelieve it or not despite my jirai kei and cutecore esc profile i am WAY more of a Emo and scene esc person which sucks because i constantly have to code and recode based on my mood (this is kinda random but im highkey going through a state of severe derealiization rn ummmmm yeah) also i want my youtube channel BACK AUUUGHHHH "your not old enough" my ASS dude AAAAJKVGNUFNHGNFKNBGDFHFBBVNVJNFHGHV EVERYTHIGN SUCKS ok bye now » Continue Reading
idek why im here at this point my moms the one who forced me to into college after i graduated from highschool. i didn't really get a choice in the matter of what i wanted to do and im really only doing this for my mom and my grandparents but not for myself. they wanted me to major in nursing but my heart just wasn't it i had to do these general classes and i ended up failing most of them because my mental health was so bad. it's like i tried but i didn't want to do anymore of it yk? anyways bec... » Continue Reading
question: does anyone else feel like they're genuinely larping gender? idk. either way it feels like a performance. i don't necessarily mind either one tbh, it doesn't really affect me to be honest. i just kinda want to be able to wear and do and be what i want. i think in my "soul" (if that ends up being real) im a guy, but i wouldn't mind pretending to be a girl irl forever. at least i dont think. like it wouldn't be devastating. it's not too bad tbh, i like the sense of community. and they've... » Continue Reading
Can we talk about something for just a moment? Why is it so normalized to just spend money?? Don't get me wrong, it's FAR EASIER to get some food over at some overpriced stand down the street, but home-cooked meals carry WEIGHT and SOUL, ESPECIALLY if it's cooked by someone else for you. Why waste that bond with someone and eat at McDonald's or something?? Do you KNOW what's in there?? Do you KNOW what those big companies do? I refuse to put my faith in the same companies that exploit my fellow ... » Continue Reading
I’ve been learning so many new songs lately and I love it! Like, I just love music, yk? Genuinely have no idea where I’d be without it. It just makes everything so beautiful- like, I can see and imagine colors to what I’m listening to and it just means so much to meLike, does that make sense? » Continue Reading
Just heard Clarity by John Mayer and smth about it makes me wanna cover it? And I know I’d be good, I’d literally just need an instrumental and actually recording equipment » Continue Reading
dude i wish it was still pride month so i could make "kollect my pronouns" jokes.. but its not..... but wtv ima still make them #kollectmypronouns 😆 » Continue Reading
Currently on the bus to summer school, and I can SEE the poor air quality outside. I can tell it's not normal fog because it smells like smoke and my throat is itching now. Last year when the air quality was this bad, I was stuck in my bed for three days straight because it hurt to move. I don't know if it was my muscles or my bones or whatever reacting, but the SECOND the air quality improved again, I was back to normal. Summer school isn't much better. I have to come in every day for this clas... » Continue Reading
Oh man this is such a blog post. I'm really blogging it up right now.You ever wake up in the morning, or you're up late at night, and you're like "man I could make a massive blog right now"? Yeah, me neither. It is 11am here in Melbourne Australia though and I have been feeling the urge to bloggo.Here are some words that rhyme with blog:1. Dog.Okay that's enough words. » Continue Reading