controversial(?), sad, personal..I've known long before that I wasn't exactly straight, I've always labeled myself as bi, but I've never directly had a boyfriend, I think it's because I've been too scared to have one..I've only had crushes on girls in the past or had relationships with them. I think it's because I can't love a guy romantically. idk. to me liking a guy is just another idealized fantasy. it feels good to not behave or act the way I did when love was all I could think of, and when ... » Continue Reading
hey! recently things have been chanbging quite a bit, im in a kind of limbo and as such dont really know what to do. i want to hang out with mhy friends i absolutely do but i havent been invite to any of the hangouts for a whileee now idk, i know i should try to find other friends or just get comfy hanging out solo but it feels so pathetic because its not by choice. anyway, i thinkn this website is pretty cool and could be a non-doomscrolling way to pass the time. i deleted tiktok so im one step... » Continue Reading
this hasnt happened when we got our cat, it started happening later and it has been happening for over a year. Our cat gets nervous runs around, goes on the bed, then sniffs everything on the bed and then pees and always on the same spot. Idk what to do this is tiring me out so much im sorry i just wanna know how to stop this and also another thing. What should i do if my cat is meowing like crazy? i have tried petting it, playing with it, giving it food, water and it still meows idk what to do ... » Continue Reading
Hey everyone! This blog post, or announcement, is just to let you know that I haven't been able to properly respond to anyone here. If I left you hanging, I SWEAR IT WASN'T ON PURPOSE! My computer is a 12-year-old Windows 7 that's broken, just to vary things up, so if you want to talk to me, contact me through Instagram or Discord:Instagram: alanzoca_07Discord: coolemo._.01Anyway, that's it, just a heads-up, BYE!! » Continue Reading
Like the title says, when something smells nice it really helps to calm me down. I would preferably like it to be a plushie squishy or any toy in general. Maybe even stickers or clay? Slime? Anything. If you know how can i find any on temu or aliexpress (preferably temu) that would help a lot. I dont like the smell of perfumes i like the smell of scented toys perfumes smell gross to me. Or how can i scent some of my toys using like shampoo or soap or a candle or something i already have or is ea... » Continue Reading
[UPDATE] creator dude responded (thanks btw), I didn't know that neocities was open source (I should've looked into that before making this, I'm sorry). Keeping this up for informative purposes tho!I was checking out the "Games and Activities" section and saw that there was a little spot called "FR Sites". I clicked on it, and the layout is LITERALLY the Neocities layout but the name just changed. THE LOGO IS STILL THERE (their lil cat). Alr lemme put this into points;1. WHY do we need this. So ... » Continue Reading
It may take me a bit of time to build my profile up, since I'm not too good with coding, like at all. I am determined to do it mainly from scratch. Well, as much as I can. I've been wanting to learn how to code and look into neocites/similar sites, so we'll see how well I do in the end. Warning: It may not look all too well. My pfp looks a little weird on my profile, and I don't feel like trying to fix it rn y'all.I am coming from Spacehey, so I am at least familiar with a little formatting. I d... » Continue Reading
i can somewhat legally drive now yay!!!! i passed my exam while listening to count your blessings repented...which btw is an amazing album everyone go listen to it now. olivers vocals have improved so much??? makes me kinda emotional how far hes come. but thats for another entry. i lovelovelove how much better the sound quality is...i think ive pavloved myself with dehumanized....whenever i hear it i get horny. this is not necessarily a bad thing...i just love bring me the horizon so much... » Continue Reading
I kind of came back to learning it after abandoning the app I was using to study after like, 2 weeks. So now, I'm just repeating words in Japanese until I can remember them! I listen to common Japanese phrases to sleep to whenever I go to bed so I can practice them. OH and I'm planning on going to Japan next year with my family as well so might as well get a head start but we don't have passports yet so we still aren't certain if we're gonna go yet. Anyways, if anybody knows any Japanese learnin... » Continue Reading
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