im going to have to savor these next few months. thats what i would say if i had plans, but really i dont know what im doing lol. im mindless. dont know whats stopping me, but i know its not hope.my impulsivity is whatll do. itll come around, i know it. it has to. my future lies on that bathroom floor. the tiles will hold me from falling further, and while im posed fetal, itll feel like im back inside my mothers womb. give birth to me again so i can be better, more alive than ever.tomorrow. mayb... » Continue Reading
"Then suddenly, I saw it, a streetlight shining right in my face.500 Gigawatts of the power of God.A vision of my bloated body found dead in some ditch.Scared me straight."-Swansea, 2024well folks, i've learned that maybe not improving is okay for the time being, sure, i'll need to improve later on, but it's not necessary that i make great advancements these days, maybe i just need to learn to accept the things i draw for what they are, which is badly done and mediocre, but mine nonetheless.i st... » Continue Reading
guys i know it's july and it's summer for some of us but UGHHHHHHHH i can't wait for it to be august so i can soft launch halloween and fall celebrations. my local theme parks start their events the first and second weeks of septemeber so im literally SOOOOOO EXCITED. i can go every non-busy night now since im in uni. it's still gonna be super duper hot over here but idc it can be hot as long as i can be in the halloween vibe. AHHH I CAN'T WAIT » Continue Reading
Guess who got a second cat!!!! Me!! His name is Charley, and he's 2 months old! I was gonna name him pickles but charley was his adoption name and it fits more i think! photos are on my profile! » Continue Reading
sooo i'm gonna be collectively eaten by some arts universities for two weeks almost in a row:'3 the start is tomorrow and i feel that nasty feeling of numbness and powerlessness... because idk what topic they'll give to depict in the work and i can't predict it. this feeling is pretty pointless, but still presentalso dk how will i get through this time, but understand that it just has to be done and further definitely will get betterand gonna share a sketch of vena which i like veryvery much as ... » Continue Reading
haii I’m sososo kewl and I loveee emo music and metal and I like playing games and I like to play volleyball my fav color is pinkkk and and I can do 1 million backflips uhh ya friend me if u wanna know more ab me! » Continue Reading
idk ill see connections in stuff and they will be like "youre crazy" or "wtf are you talking about" and im like tweakin out over some random thing in a show or real lifeidk » Continue Reading
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