im irritated bcs now everyone is posing as a gal and saying gal is mind WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING WHAT THE HISTORY BEHIND GYARU ISSS and on top of that kpop idols are dressung as "gyaru" and yes i put that in quotes bcs theyre literally not doing it right theyre just saying yaho and gyaru is mind and putting on cheap wigs and korean make its genuinely pissing me off now i know how goth ppl feel » Continue Reading
Dear wisdom teeth,I miss you very much although you caused me tremendous pain. I watched as you departed from me, forcibly removed with pliers. Most of you splinter with pieces left behind in my mouth but one of you whole. Your removal from my mouth had left a hole so big it had to be sewn together. Your lasting ache keeps me awake at night, not only can I feel it in my bones I can see it. I wish I could have kept you longer. I wish I could have seen you longer. You bring me so much pain when yo... » Continue Reading
The circus filled with laughter and joyAs the harlequin risk its life for all the famedespite smiles and flashes across thine facebehind a mask is sorrow of isolation and grieffor all it is to ye, a silly joke.a mockerya dummyan pitying sap of the unforgiving circusfor all ye look forward is laughterand when thee does thine last laugh, let ye boo at thee.thee is no one's jester. and thee mustn't treat one as suchand must thine treat itself as one » Continue Reading
Is it just me that gets a sort of bliss after having a mental breakdown?Like, nothing matters at the moment, not the plushies on the ground i'll have to pick up later, or the clothes. Now i can just like in my bed with my fav three plushies, watch a show and feel- something and nothing at the same time, a bliss.(Also my mom just came in to make completely sure i was okay- she also did that in the breakdown, she's very worried- but it kinda ruined the bliss :[Also i am kind of in a way okay now) » Continue Reading
Sooo... Today was certainly an interesting day. It started of with me bleeding through and getting a stain on my pants, not to mention discovering a hole in them. On the way to school I also sweated rivers and my shirt was basically drenched. Very comfortable to sit in history class with. I refuse to wear short clothes to school so I wear long pants and a turtleneck every day. Very convienient for the heat wave. Technically I wasn't supposed to have history today, every other week I don't have t... » Continue Reading
i have a few more videos like this planned:and i've also been asked 2 do hair n makeup tutorials BUTT i cnat do any of these 3 till the weekend... i really wanna record everyday but i have NO IDDEASSSS!!! does any1 have any ideas or stuff they want me to do » Continue Reading
i can actually use it on my windows 7 pc without having to use a vpn, unlike the big hey which is blocked in the uk and is invite only now, plus i made a sketchy userstyle to make it look more like myspace » Continue Reading