I had this friend who throughout our friendship had like 5 different partners and that genuinely made me feel like I was unlovable cuz I had a total of ZERO!! i wuz like 12/13 tho so it kinda makes sense that i couldnt pullLowkey my first ever best friend confessed their feelings to me tho!! but I was a little cishet girl at the time so i turned them downandd thenn when i was like 13 i had a "platonic wife" or WHATEVER that meant!! idk it was kinda a weird time but bRO my friend started dating ... » Continue Reading
id like to go far away where the people i know never hear from me againnot my family, not my friends. i want to start over from scratchno matter what i do, ill always feel like a loserin my whole life ive only truly appreciated two people and now theyre gonetheres no reason at all to stay in this horrible place anymoreim leaving soon, and im never coming back » Continue Reading
okay I technically don't have a full count because I had passes to Disney World, Universal Orlando, and SeaWorld/Busch Gardens for quite a few years and never bothered to keep track. but a few years ago I decided I would start keeping track of the coasters I've ridden since, and made a spreadsheet to help me do so. I turned it into a fun little image last yearIt's no longer accurate, I've visited a few of the parks since I made this and I can't find the file, oops! OHHHHH MY GOD I THINK IT'S ON ... » Continue Reading
okay I don't hate teenagers lol I just have conflicting, definitely hypocritical, feelings about their existence on the internet.hypocritical because I, of course, was once a kid on the internet. hell, I was once a kid using websites exactly like this, and for that reason, after I turned 18 up until I turned 21 I felt obligated to placate the kids who wanted to be friends with me [even though it involved turning my IMs off because I wanted 13 year olds to stop messaging me ffs]I don't even belie... » Continue Reading
Hey everypony! I wanted to show off my collection because I am really happy to be building it up again & just wanted an excuse to blabber on about something :] My collection is a mix of brand new & thrifted movies & shows — I mostly buy at op shops nowadays though. Possibly a long blog... get cozy!-The first stack! (most of these sit under my bedside table rather than in the tub). Scream 3 was an impulse purchase because I actually only remember anything about the first movie, and it is also one... » Continue Reading
It's no secret that I love older music. I don't usually go farther back than 1925 (as far as recordings go) due to technology break throughs around that time greatly improving sound quality.That, and one you get back earlier than ... say ... 1920, the surprise casual racism can be jarring. Anyway, old music appeals to me not only aesthetically (music from all eras does to one degree or another), but because it is also a historical exercise for me.It is the intersection of my passion for music an... » Continue Reading