In 2000, I was in a (pretty terrible) band. Stereotypical aggro man rock. I'm not even sure what we were so angry about, but we were. And we played like it. As we drove around in an ugly blue van, lugging equipment behind us across every state, we destroyed hotel rooms (how very punk rock) and our livers. The next step was inevitable -- we were going to sign with a label. Which one, we didn't know yet.I wanted Century Media, because they not only had my friend's band, but also three others that ... » Continue Reading
i'm moving next weekend and i'm a little nervous about having a roommate again since i've been on my own for like a year now, and before that taking care of my dad. i'm so routine based that i'm just a little worried that having someone around who could (and likely will in the beginning) throw off routines i have created that i'm worried i'll spiral or something idk. but it is definitely a good idea in the long run especially financially. so i guess just try to remember that. » Continue Reading
please excuse my horrible grammar.im scared of being honest with my familypeople will say i have bad mental health and stability,and to be honest,i do. i have a horrible mindset and routine, and i feel a pull towards depression that's been breathing down my neck. i don't know if it is depression, or the idea that i might be seen as attention seekingbut then what?i'll have to go to a therapist,i'll have to speak with the school counselor,i'll have to talk to my teachers,i'll have to have a chat w... » Continue Reading
so she randomly joined my friend group around 2 weeks ago and keeps claiming that she's "part of the squad" even though literally NONE OF US like her. She's loud, arrogant, and also just plain annoying. It is pretty much impossible to listen to this girl talk without wanting to scream because she's THAT insufferable... anyways that is all i can say about her before i start genuinely crashing out. 💗 » Continue Reading
Heya everypony ◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜!!!Anyone have any unique journaling prompts?Today, I started something I've never done before, journaling! ◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜ I'm not very sure what I wanna write about or what im "supposed" to write about (╥﹏╥) Looking on Pinterest & Google just gives me basic ideas & stuff that I dont care about writing or it's a more complicated (for me) prompt, like writing a story about a fantasy scenario. I just want something real, simple, & thought-provoking. I like questions that make me le... » Continue Reading
Anyone else ever feel too aware? It's one of my biggest challenges. I'm so overly aware of myself in every situation it makes me insecure. Sometimes I wish I could go about life a bit more naive, with a bit more of a childlike wonder. There are benefits to being hyper aware, but it always ends up with me feeling like an alien, completely unable to form deep connections. This probably stems from hypervigilance in my childhood and I still carry it with me as an adult. I'd like to find acceptance s... » Continue Reading
HELLO im alive again erm been stressed with a lot of shit + tomorrow is my birthday im turning 20 which is crazy HUGE number also marble hornet anniversary tomorrow SO FUN erm idk im just stressed about a lot of stuff » Continue Reading