I just saw a tiktok of a goth girly with wings, her wings are so pretty man and they're structured so well, idk if she made them but still they're so pretty, my wings for my angel costume don't look like that, they look so sad compared to hers, they're not even done yet, and her wings aren't even close to my goal for my wings, but they're so much cooler, I'm sad now, I'm so close to crying about this if I think about it too long, I know it's stupid to compare the two but I can't help it, I'm sur... » Continue Reading
Fellas! Am I in the wrong for getting annoyed when I txt some1 back the SECOND they txt me n then they disappear for 30mins to an hour? (Maybe even more) FELLAS!! Am I in the wrong for being upset that I asked some1 to pls stop doing something that ion like, yet they still do it and all they do is apologise and don't change that thing? FEEELLLAASSS!!! Am I in the wrong for "not being overly positive" or "very joyful" when my mental health is shitty and that some1 "attacks" me cuz I'm not positiv... » Continue Reading
had a dream where the staff of an applebees acted like a colony of actual bees and there was the apple queen who led them and the only reason you could tell she was the queen is because she was slightly taller and the others and had the energy of a drag queen. also copacabana was somehow involved but i don't remember how. i think i'm going to write a story about this » Continue Reading
Yeah, the waves keep crashin', the opps stay yappin' (yeah)The K keep clappin', yeah, we mainstream trappin' (yeah)Out the Audi, matte blackin', the rings like SaturnThink we took too much, I'm seein' ghostsAll this money ain't the same, my heart frozenFunny how it changed, no emotionTried to put the gun away, it kept blowin'Shinin' through the pain for the Bottom, yeahWe gon' crash out like the fuckin' stock marketIt's a shark tank, grab his Cuban and Mark itFuck a Matthew Crook, I could never ... » Continue Reading
I've literally just finished Giovanni's Room by James Baldwin, it nearly made me cry. I've really struggled with finishing books for the past few years but I finished this in 4 days, it's a really beautiful book. I got it for free last December from my college and I would very much recommend it.It follows the story of David in Paris while his fiancee is away and his life with Giovanni, as well as the aftermath of her return. The book explores many topics such as internalised homophobia, repressi... » Continue Reading
Ok so I have friends right they are all online friends I don’t have friends irl but I feel like all my online friends have their first choice and I’m more of a second choice or more likely a third I just want to have someone who picks me first when they get good news or drama and I can do the same and I only just realised this a month or so ago where I had some teenagers came up to me and said some shit (I already spoke abt this) and I went to trap my phone thinking oh yea u can’t wait to tell s... » Continue Reading
It was at a wine party—I lay in a drowse, knowing it not.The blown flowers fell and filled my lap.When I arose, still drunken,The birds had all gone to their nests,And there remained but few of my comrades.I went along the river—alone in the moonlight. » Continue Reading