We broke up. After two years we've finally broken up and honestly he don't gaf. I don't know if he ever loved me, but after me breaking down and him ignoring it I couldn't stay anymore. His excuse? Busy. He's so busy he doesn't have time to respond to his bf?? Yea I call bs. Either way I feel so betrayed and looking back on some things I should've left a long time ago, but rose colored glasses. I just feel dumb for letting him know all the stuff I told him. I told him stuff only certain people k... » Continue Reading
i have a really bad headache,, and my nose is stuffy and i keep coughing uuuuuuugggggggggggghh someone cast a spell to make me feel better sob » Continue Reading
Iโve already had to start cross country because the season starts randomly in the middle of summer. Iโm kind of excited but also nervous idk? » Continue Reading
I've finally found a little time and motivation intersecting in the same Venn diagram simultaneously and at once, and at the same time altogether to allow me to hang a couple of instruments.A few more to go!I am reclaiming my space.That dobro did once hang more or less in that spot many years ago but was gone for a time.It happened like this.ย About five or more years back, herself needed some dental work and we were pretty short of money. I took the dobro off the wall (and a Gibson ES-165) down ... » Continue Reading
I fear I am realizing that I am a lesbian ๐ญEvery time I talk to a guy I back away the moment he asks me to be his gf. I don't want to be a mans gf (which is why I thought I was trans for a while) but I realized I would love to be called a girls gf.Also most of my crushes in movies have been girls. I don't think I have ever actually had a crush on a guy (that wasn't a celebrity or a fictional man like Gilbert Blythe). I have always stared at girls in movies like Frances in Dirty Dancing and Rose ... » Continue Reading
I hate most things now. Their outfits, your voice, how everything is too loud all the time, the way my first and sending proud teachers fell the need to scream at 8 in the morning. I hate you. I hate my art, I hate my writing, I hate my voice, my personality, my clothes, my body, I hate when people say it will get better, I hate when pale say it could be worse, I hate that I don't care, I hate myself the mostI also really fucking hate 67 » Continue Reading
Lowkey I feel like everyone now has an obssession about having a boyfriend even though like, its not that important esspetially at our age and I even find it lowkey cring to be so centered about having a relationship when you actually don't really need it. It's gotten to a point where i questionned myself cuz out of all my friends im the oly one who's never had a boyfriend. I've had boys that asked me out but i never felt really like enough interested to call it "love" and i find it ridiculous f... » Continue Reading
Howdy friends, I really haven't been using Friend Rewind a lot since I've been working behind the scenes on my side Production/Zine Project; LunchBoxSATX.net. I'm really active on Instagram so if you wanna say hi, follow me @scenesbyjoe.but i wanted to let y'all know what I'll be hosting a Emo/Deathcore show in San Antonio, TX; September 11th at Tandem. my friends from The Final Betrayal (satx dc); Austin & Frank been wanting to play for awhile so I decide to help debut these guys along with ano... » Continue Reading