so i posted two diffrent poems on here and i had a feeling people would get he wrong idea T^Tthe reason i wrote them is because i had no other inspiration so i used "depressing subjects" as my inspiration insteadso i apoligise to anyone who read those poems and thought that i was going to...you know. cuz im not!! im not that far gone lol. im just craving 4 a romance lolbut im still glad you (talking to the person who commented) where worried about me!! ^^Stephen out!! :3 » Continue Reading
Ok so my ex [she was a girl, don't come at me for being gay] anyway, she has broken up with me twice, but every time she comes back. Im starting it think that I should just say goodbye to her. these breakups come out of legit nowhere also. I asked her, "what class do you have next quarter?" she responds with this ENTIRE PHARAGHRAPH about our relationship. then at the next she answered my question. Should I reject her if she askes again? » Continue Reading
knots are hard to untangle,but here i am tieing them,im not a chairperson,but here in my room,with my chair turned from my desk,and the knot i shall never untie,and me, hanging, waiting for somthing to happen,my grip loosens,please,don't leave me hanging,at least see me for one last time(im not actually gonna do it im talking abt Sayori from ddlc) » Continue Reading
Então avisa pra geral que o couro vai comer e a chapa vai esquentar, quem é que fortalece as quatro da madrugada, tem que ter, tem que ter, tem que ter uma mamada » Continue Reading
I usually stay awake at night from the moment I lay on my bed (11pm til 4 am) so I get about 4 or so hours of sleep. Thoughts crawl into my mind. The mind is a scary place where the world just flows and transforms into a vessel of the past and you peek into a world of what could have beens and never what has been or what is. It's depressing and disgusting. Unfulfilled promises and actions. Left behind in the dust. All crawling up on you in this panorama. Yearning and wishing to cling onto someth... » Continue Reading
hiii guys did you miss me :3anywaaaaysSo, I had this crush on this guy, we're gonna call him red. Basically me friend liked him but I liked him because of something. The something: I was spacing out and was staring in the general direction of his eyes and he (brah I don't even know how to describe it) like lifted his eyes up and down???? Idk???? But I didn't even realize til the NEXT CLASS. So yeaaaaah.Please note: I was originally planning til my friend (we'll call her door) stopped liking him ... » Continue Reading
a knife cutting though strands,the strands that hold me together,i fall,at first i am sad, disgusted,then bliss and calm overwhelm me,i sink,deeper, and deeper,deeper into this never-ending cycle,the cycle that i shall one day drown in(im not actually doing sh i just wanted to write abt smth idk) » Continue Reading