9/24/26Like families, moons orbit worlds as worlds orbit suns. They move about connecting or disconnecting with one another until they meet again. Celestial bodies with ruins of storms under atmospheric toxicities. They look so pretty this far out. I see the marbles rolling though the dark, distant asteroids flitting past. A comet is cast into a planetary disc, catching a gentle shape of ice. A glint of something once unnoticed, gone into glistening filaments years away. A quiet witness to a bri... » Continue Reading
So I just found out Nathan Fielder has a movie out & I’m probably the happiest I’ve ever been in the past few weeks. Fielder really has this effect on me where if I see him or find out he’s in something, I have to see it. The only other person I feel this way about is Gary Sinise.Next week I’m going to the cinema with my dad & I feel like he’s not really into the same films as me but that’s ok.I also get the chance to present my new name to him & see how he reacts. I really hope that he reacts w... » Continue Reading
You are a mirage.I walk unsteadily on the scorching sands with my exhausted body. As I walk, I whisper something through my cracked lips; there is a pleasant hum in my ears, dragging me from place to place across this vast desert. I look at the sand dunes, and the more I look, the more I remember the waves, I remember that cool breeze that hit my face with every new wave. Ah, those cool waves... How long has it been since I last saw you, though? A year, a month, years, centuries? I cannot rememb... » Continue Reading
i finally cleared up my room after awhile, i feel so free now, but its still a bit scattered, but i did something productive today so that is all that matters » Continue Reading
YouTube has flagged my account as a LITERAL CHILD. Its bad enough I can't watch 90% of the streamers I like. BUT THEY ARE BLOCKING ME FROM WATCHING MY OWN VIDEOS! THE ONES I RECORDED AND EDITED! if anyone has tips on how to fix this please let me know. » Continue Reading
Reading books isn't as enjoyable as it used to be. Drawing isn't as enjoyable as it used to be. Talking isn't as enjoyable as it used to be. Nothing feels 'right' anymore.I don't have the strength left to try.Talking hurts me; it feels as if blades are cutting my throat when I speak. The more I talk, the more I hurt others and upset the people I love. I don't want to upset anyone, I don't want to upset those who fight for me, I don't want to turn into a bad person. But I am becoming one. That'... » Continue Reading