I hate my body not for the reasons you might think, I simply wish I was born with male body parts, it hurts looking in the mirror and seeing a body I don't want, I hate my voice, I hate not being sure of what I am, I hate how fast sweet can go sour, I hate how awkward it is when someone asks what I am because I don't know one minute I want to be male then the next I enjoy being female which disappears as fast as it had come I wish there was a switch that allowed me to completely change my gender... » Continue Reading
Yet again my step-dad has ruined a nice day, he made burgers today I told him I wasn't hungry at the moment he still forced me to get one, I'm eating it slowly because like I don't even want to eat it, for some reason he's suddenly in a bad mood he yells at me for eating "it too slow" and that it couldn't be that bad, it isn't bad I just wasn't hungry what did you expect? I'd magically be starving and devour it? So he told me to just put it away, I did because it's not like I had a choice, Then ... » Continue Reading
Tuesday, July 29th, 2025 My dad taught me how to longboard today. My mom bought some boards like, a week ago and I finally decided to try them. The larger wheels made it easier to ride on rough pavement, which I really appreciated lmao. In other news, my boyfriend is coming back from vacation tomorrow! Every damn year his family drags him up to Wisconsin for a month, and he isn't allowed to invite any friends. Thank god he finally got a phone this year, but it's still been boring as hell. I'm gl... » Continue Reading
I like my sensitivity at times because I am able to show and express my emotions openly and freely. But people (at my school or "friends") make me feel like I'm overreacting about certain things, and just make me feel so small and dumb. Ik those people are just not for me, but it just seems like everyone I've met has the same reaction or thoughts about MY sensitivity. I have just learned not to care at times, but it just hits me...𣠻 Continue Reading
I'm so curious about my life. I'm eager to discover what the future holds. I'm so interested in what life has in store for me, I hope everything works out, in the end. >.< » Continue Reading