I will be honest... recovering from a triple cervical fusion has been one of the hardest things i've ever been through.before surgery, i was living with constant pain. my neck hurt, my arm hurt, my fingers were numb, and there were days where even simple things felt impossible. i knew surgery was the right decision, but that didn't make it any less scary.recovery hasn't been a straight line. some days i wake up feeling like i'm finally making progress, and other days my neck is sore, my shoulder... » Continue Reading
I found this Picrew from sugaryFixation's blog and it looks really cool.I wanted to show the final result and they gave me the idea of doing a tag chain which I thought is a really fun idea. 😄Here it isI had a lot of fun making it. @sugaryFixation🎃 🎃 🎃 » Continue Reading
Yeah I'm quitting a lot of things that just don't bring me enjoyment anymore, and one of them had to be Roblox. Was a player since 2015, now it's just full of shit games and stupid updates » Continue Reading
my mother has never been my reliable parentshe always made herself the fun parent. she highly parentified me since i could speak. she confided in me. things you should never be confiding to your child, no matter the age. things like complaining about her relationship issues with my father. even as a child, she would tell me "i'm unhappy in my relationship with your father and i always have been, but i stayed for you" things she should be talking about with literally anyone else. she would get ma... » Continue Reading
today feels like one of those days that just refused to end.i got to work this morning thinking maybe it'd go by fast... but of course it didn't. every time i looked at the clock only a few minutes had passed. i swear time moves differently when you're somewhere you don't want to be.i spending most of the day just zoning out and thinking about random stuff. remembering old summers when the only thing i had to worry about was whether my friends were gonna be online that night. now it's work... wo... » Continue Reading
soo since spacehey doesn't work in brazil anymore i thought why dont give a chance to this one? (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) i hope everything goes well also here take thismochuu out ݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ » Continue Reading
I had a bad dream, so I got on the internet and started looking up how not to have bad dreams. I can't believe this has never come up in any kind of conversations I've ever had with anyone.A nightmare isn't bad dreams. It's a mare that comes at night. And the old way they said it was Mara, a Night Mare. It's a creature. It's not dreams. But not a horse. Not that kind of mare.This thing comes at night and sits on your chest. It presses down on you so you can’t move. Sometimes it chokes you. Somet... » Continue Reading
After having a recent burst of energy through the form of potential blog post ideas, I knew that I had to revive it. Since then, I've been writing blog ideas, been getting into writing reviews for the media I consume, and have been trying in general to find new ways to talk about what I like, and what kind of bullshit I will never put up with. ...And then I realized that I don't remember a single thing about where the best place to blog is. Blogging is hard when you're lazy Unfortunately, the tr... » Continue Reading