I'm actually so fucking scared for them. My poor baby found my vent account on tiktok and now they think I want to break up with them huhu.. I would never, I'm just tired and exhausted from nothing and my anxiety is like a damn preys. That's how it's been before I even met them hell even before I was on the damn Internet. I really wish they would understand they're not making me worse, they made me better over the past few months. I want them to know it but no matter how many times I try to tell... » Continue Reading
Idk how to make a proper intro… uhm.Well. You can refer to me as Robbi, R, Nikita, or Nik. I’m 14, nonbinary, with he/they/it pronouns, and I have an intense interest in true crime, specifically pre-2020 cases.I’m anti-religion, anti-culture, anti-gender ideology, anti-sexism, and pro-choice (more but those are all I feel like adding…)I’m also fond of writing, and art, and I hope to become a somewhat successful artist in the future… aside from this, I also enjoy psychology and horror movies.I ha... » Continue Reading
First of all I am NOT addicted to anything........ i think.....I've recently faced some concern expressed by some friends about my drinking and smoking. I'm not a regular drinker or smoker but they seem to be under the impression that I am one shot away from becoming a full time alcoholic and that I already have a smoking problem. Hello? The smoking concern stemmed from me smoking 7 cigarettes in one night (which I only did because I was crazy drunk!!), and then the drinking concern comes becaus... » Continue Reading
Medium day. I’m fine but I’m not like jumping for joy like normal. College stuff is coming along. My back hurts. I’m tired and have a ton of HW. But maybe me and my parents can do dinner together. We did not end up doing dinner together. Uhhh still have homework. Ugh I wanna tongue piercing SO BAD. It’s my number one piercing atp I’ll do it myself. Gonna try watching a horror movie while working so if anyone has any recommendations (I love Carrie and pet semetary, and this one movie called the l... » Continue Reading
Broooo i love cleaning my room but i can't get myself to get up to do it !!!!once I get into it I'm really into it but i hate starting it like I'm so lazyyyy !! WHY cant i just get up and snap my fingers like Mary Poppins or something. It's never even that bad I just can't get myself to get up and do it. » Continue Reading
(Excerpt from my diary, July 3rd 2026.)Mental illness.I Never liked that term.‘Illness’ implies a cure, implies I could come back fine, implies I could be like nothing ever happened.I find it hard to imagine a world where every mental illness could be cured.Mental cancer is closer to whatever I have. A plague. A disease. A virus consuming my rotting corpse as I lie in bed each day.Waiting, watching, wondering how much longer until my inevitable death. » Continue Reading
(No idea where I was going here… excerpt from my diary, August 20th, 2026.)Culture… CULTure… hmmm… why do we need it?Sure, we need civilization, but what draws the line between civilization and colonization? Hm?‘Kill the culture, save the man.’ I heard that in my history class, but what about if it was something else, longer, different meaning… Kill the man, breed the culture. Breed the culture, kill the earth…hm…I’m quite fond of that. we don’t need culture. Imagine a culture-less world, nothin... » Continue Reading
(Excerpt from my diary roughly a month or two ago)God.God, god, god… who is god? And why do you worship a man you’ve never seen? Never known? Never heard? Why do you believe his words? If they even are really his.Why do you follow a light, despite not being a moth? More like an insect. One guide. One meaning. One purpose. Do you ever fulfill it? Do you ever fulfill your purpose? What is your purpose? Why are you here? Listening to me ramble and wander, meandering like a lost child… you’re simila... » Continue Reading
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