there's so much i want to say but im stuck on my words. i need someone to talk to. no ones real. if ur real god and you see this blog add me as a friend. » Continue Reading
I hate being negative, I want new people i meet to think I'm positive because I really do try to be but I'm so tired and so alone no matter what I do no one likes me no one finds me interesting no one wants to be my friendeven when I'm not trying no one likes me. I'm so alone. How do I deal with thisI'm nothing when I'm not in the eyes of others and I really dislike thatI'm not a thought if no one's looking me in the eye. No one really bothers to think about my existence unless forced to. I'm ... » Continue Reading
My existence has been idle on a shelf for as far as my memory will allow. I see like beings get swiped into the hands of the celestials constantly. I live my life in wonder of being chosen by them. I believed that today would be it. The day the celestials decided to pick me. It was a wish many like me had—but it was a wish of ignorance.I did everything — at least all I could do — to be picked that day. I saw a celestial coming straight for me once. I thought my dream would be fulfilled at that m... » Continue Reading
Since today is a very slow day, I've decided to collect a bunch of the "reviews" I've made for albums I've listened to over the past two months or so. Some of these come from previous blog posts, while others are entirely new and/or mildly rewritten. If there's anything I hope this lazy-ass attempt at content does, I hope it inspires someone to listen to one of these records and experience the same amount of joy (or lack thereof) it gave me.- "Boc Maxima" by Boards of Canada: an early version of... » Continue Reading
1st blog post but basically my life has been bad and kinda good because my aunt is moving somewhere and this aunt has been with since i was born but ima miss her and friends from my old school has been talking to me so which im very happy about!!^^ becuz these friends r super cool and i love them all with my heart :3 alright bye that’s all I wanted to talk about! :D » Continue Reading