Hi everyone, today I wanted to share a bit about how I’ve been feeling lately.My mind has been in such a state of confusion these past few days, and I just don't know what to do anymore. Last week, I received a diagnosis from my psychologist and found out I have bipolar disorder, depression, and severe anxiety. It made me stop and reflect on something: how could the person I love possibly want a future with me? I feel so "dirty" and so sad, and he deserves someone *so* much better than me.But on... » Continue Reading
out for another week (fires and med appointments) and ahgdkljkhjhsf I WANNA GO HOME I miss my cat, I bought him so many treats and I've been itching to give him them. I got relocated to another hotel and the quality of this one is leagues above the other one but I'm kind of missing my old room💔 this one has a sofa (?) chair thing and whenever I'm not in bed or running around, I'm on it. I've gone through my first set of leathery eddies and I'm determined to save the rest of them (and also buy mo... » Continue Reading
i love doing my hobbies sm, i just usually don't have the time for them during the year, or if i do it's less than enough, so i want to maxx all of my hobbies during summer. i don't have that much, like i don't even need a full row to name them, but in practice it's a lot. i'm afraid that i won't have enough time to maxx all of them the way i want to, it's just a lot of work » Continue Reading
so it’s summertime and i’ve basically been doing absolutely nothing. i don’t have any friends irl because i have pretty bad social anxiety, which also makes going into shops and even going out for walks a really stressful experience for me. i’ve joined friendrewind because i want to make friends in a way that won’t make me really anxious, and also to get input on ways i can feel more productive during the holidays that won’t completely bug me out XD. so yeah, maybe writing a blog everyday will h... » Continue Reading
So I like to swim, and I go to a recreation center nearby to practice. All good right? Till you're midway through a set and some dude decides it's social hour. This guy just stands at the end of my lane, so I stop to see if he needs something and he just goes: "How's your day?" Bro. Grown ass man interrupting my set to ask how my day was. So I brush him off and return to my set. I get to the end and drink out of my water bottle, turn around and he's still standing there, kinda creepy. S... » Continue Reading
idk what happened but this website changed my layout. my blinkies and stamps don't look like how they used to ummmm how do i fix it help » Continue Reading
Okay so summer has officially started and I need things to do. So far I've been watching a lot of films, I also went to go see Harry Styles in London so that's been a highlight of my summer. I've been trying to get out more and off my phone cause I've realised I spend so much time on it. I've been going on loads of walks recently as well to try to get something to do. I go to work during the week and help out around the house a lot though as well just to keep busy and writing a blog like this al... » Continue Reading
Trying to eat healthier. The thing that sucks though is I’m extremely picky and I don’t like most vegetables. Breaking habits is so hard and I'm waiting for an appointment with a diet-ion and I've been waiting almost a year and a half for unrelated therapy that feels like it’s still forever away. » Continue Reading
Idk if anyone else does but Im in a huge love with the Shark Tale movie, when I was a kid I watched it like once a month omg its so nostalgic. Love the early 2000s animation styles such as in ice age and shrek as well, and the music in it is SO FCKN GOOD. I could listen to a Shark Tale playlist for hours. Christinas Car Wash is an absolute banger!!! Also love the colours in it, every fish is so colorful omg. Who was your favourite character? Mine were Ernie and Bernie 🪼🪼 » Continue Reading