so it’s summertime and i’ve basically been doing absolutely nothing. i don’t have any friends irl because i have pretty bad social anxiety, which also makes going into shops and even going out for walks a really stressful experience for me. i’ve joined friendrewind because i want to make friends in a way that won’t make me really anxious, and also to get input on ways i can feel more productive during the holidays that won’t completely bug me out XD. so yeah, maybe writing a blog everyday will h... » Continue Reading
So I like to swim, and I go to a recreation center nearby to practice. All good right? Till you're midway through a set and some dude decides it's social hour. This guy just stands at the end of my lane, so I stop to see if he needs something and he just goes: "How's your day?" Bro. Grown ass man interrupting my set to ask how my day was. So I brush him off and return to my set. I get to the end and drink out of my water bottle, turn around and he's still standing there, kinda creepy. S... » Continue Reading
idk what happened but this website changed my layout. my blinkies and stamps don't look like how they used to ummmm how do i fix it help » Continue Reading
Okay so summer has officially started and I need things to do. So far I've been watching a lot of films, I also went to go see Harry Styles in London so that's been a highlight of my summer. I've been trying to get out more and off my phone cause I've realised I spend so much time on it. I've been going on loads of walks recently as well to try to get something to do. I go to work during the week and help out around the house a lot though as well just to keep busy and writing a blog like this al... » Continue Reading
Trying to eat healthier. The thing that sucks though is I’m extremely picky and I don’t like most vegetables. Breaking habits is so hard and I'm waiting for an appointment with a diet-ion and I've been waiting almost a year and a half for unrelated therapy that feels like it’s still forever away. » Continue Reading
Idk if anyone else does but Im in a huge love with the Shark Tale movie, when I was a kid I watched it like once a month omg its so nostalgic. Love the early 2000s animation styles such as in ice age and shrek as well, and the music in it is SO FCKN GOOD. I could listen to a Shark Tale playlist for hours. Christinas Car Wash is an absolute banger!!! Also love the colours in it, every fish is so colorful omg. Who was your favourite character? Mine were Ernie and Bernie 🪼🪼 » Continue Reading
idk why but every time I always forget this account is an artist acci do not advise you to listen to my music whatsoever as it's a piece of shit, and it's fucking loud, unless you love becoming deaf 4 some reason » Continue Reading
Really missing that one day I felt asexual and like a normal fucking person, especially as a hypersexual. This next part is only partly related to my hypersexuality but I hate feeling like an envious and ungrateful person and constantly yearning for love and affection even when I do get it, including those I love, and It really makes feel like a weirdo or a complete loser and there have been times where I have yearned to the point that it has made me feel nauseous and done things that I deeply r... » Continue Reading
MondayGot the house in order, from the weekend.TuesdayStarting to realize that I’m not my feelings. I’m a person having feelings. This is very difficult for me to understand or even get a grip on. Maybe it isn’t so difficult for other people, but, oof. It certainly seems like I am my feelings. It feels that way. But apparently, I’m not.WednesdayWent pretty well. Everything seemed to be on the up and up. Other than one little incident involving some thunder and my glasses, everything was cool. I ... » Continue Reading