hey everyone. been stuck in this loop for years, but today I finally decided to fully commit to it. as you can tell from the title, it’s about the modern internet.everything was great up until around 2013, but what came after literally paved the way for the so-called "old web" basically shelving the real internet and turning it into something to romanticize. content made strictly for money, thousands of identical videos made just for views, pulling absolute backflips just to keep people glued to... » Continue Reading
just took my first look at my year 11 timetable and it is hell. tell me why I've got bio and psych on the same day my teacher is gonna be SICK of me omg. i also have the most non-mathematic teacher for maths??? tell me why my year 9 health & Phys Ed teacher is teaching me trig???? i also dont know if I'm gonna have classes with ANY of my friends and i still need to apply for work </3 » Continue Reading
Omg i just invited a fuck ton of people to a “party” in a couple weeks at my house and now I realize I have never thrown a party in my whole life and I might just end up with 15 awkward people standing around 0-0! What do I do??? 😓😓 » Continue Reading
okay.... that was a lie. i actually LOVE baseball. like.... ALOT!! but i hate being a fan of the d-backs.... yk why?? WE SUCK! we dont actually. not that bad atleast. BUT BROOO!! it seems like everytime we are up against the padres we LOOOOSEE!!! and maybe im just being dramatic, but cmon brooo..... theres no way we r that bad!!! right......????p.s i dont imagine most of u guys r big on sports... but 4 the record i dont hate the padres, so padres fans dont come 4 me - texas 9,27,26 » Continue Reading
I feel like I'm just standing there while life passes by, it bothers me so much, I'm just letting things happen to me instead of actually DOING anything. I do try to make the feeling go away, like by going out of the house, playing games, watching shows, yea yea whatever, but it just doesn't help, it does in the moment, I guess, but when it's over, I'm just back to feeling uhm, empty I guess??I feel like I'm just wasting my life away, I'm not exactly unhappy with my life, but I don't really feel... » Continue Reading
Why be one when you can be both lolBut on a serious note, yeah love is confusing for me, especially if I do fall in love with someone, that'll make me hella confused and will probably disrupt my day to day routine T^T. The whole concept of "You'll know when you feel it" is weird because what if I feel that because I really really want to be friends with them??? It happens you know.But now since I did gave myself time to think- Friendship is also hella confusing. Because I just rely on someone sa... » Continue Reading
I’m SUCH a dumbass I should have eaten at the restaurant omg why am I like this? Now I’m super hungry and my dad asked me a lot of times if I wanted something and I said NO 💔 I should have gotten somethingggggg and the food there was so good I love that restaurant 💔💔 on the bright side I’m going home soon so I will be able to eat something because I’m not asking him to but we something. He’s going to say “I told you to eat something” which is true, and also my phone keeps giving me a pop up that... » Continue Reading