I haven't written anything down for an extended period of time for a while now. Just a few moments before writing this, I decided I would as, I got a new pen a couple of days ago. As I'm writing, my wrist starts hurting as it always tends to. I looked up a better way to hold my pen and I'm still struggling, but hopefully, I can retrain my brain and hand so I can actually write again.A side point in all of this is that, I wonder why none of my teachers ever saw the way I was writing and tried to ... » Continue Reading
Hello guys.l have been bored lately. I don't know about it my job or my life. I can't enjoy life. I love life but l don't feel anything about life. Maybe l need a new activity. » Continue Reading
idk rn im not in the best like headspace? my mental health is shit lol i just want to say this society has it like if yk we have mental health issues or other shit that's serious that we should talk to a therapist or a psychiatrist and that's totally fine. if you want help get it yk. but not everybody reaches out for help and they have their own reasons as to why they don't want to and that's fine too. but like if it gets bad to the point where you got to go to like a pyschward because you want ... » Continue Reading
Here are some drawings I do in my free time (practically all the fucking day)(yes, i drw in paper, i dont know how to draw in digital)there is a furryThat's all for now. I'll be updating the blog if I come up with anything great, since I don't want to fill the page with just blogs of lame drawings.—Cherrie » Continue Reading
is it locking in if the entire summer break ive just been getting into more cool things and watching more shows and reading more books and fanfics and gaming a lot and listening to more music or is locking in just being productive and doing actual healthy stuff......WILD thing to say but i miss school a lot like i was such a social butterfly at school i had so many friends to hang out with we would have so much fun together but at home im just doing nothing productive or healthy » Continue Reading
wanted a summer job real bad for no real reason, mom was iffy about it, i didnt listen, started working at dollar tree, i hate how boring it is and would rather rot in my room all summer, have to keep job the whole summer or my dad will get mad, realize how lame working is and how thatll be whats its like for the rest of my life mostly, sigh also realize that u have work tomorrow, also just now realize that last shift u forgot to ask about ur missed paycheck, hopes ur manager bothers to show up ... » Continue Reading
Honestly, today I woke up thinking "u got this buddy", out the window. I feel caged up, mentally, and I end up getting out of that feeling but then it comes back. I dont even feel like myself anymore, I dont know why people expect so much out of me, and I think thats one of my biggest problems, I feel as if people are always expecting something from me and, that the pressure people put on me is just doing my head in. thats where my parents come in. I have never fit their expectations, I'm not ta... » Continue Reading
Lately there's been NOTHING to do and I'm SO bored, all I've been doing is staying home and drawing a little. I would like to go outside more but the weather where I am has been horribly hot and there is NOWHERE to go other than small playground but even that's hard because a bunch of wannabe white gangster boys congregate there PLUS there are multiple potholes where I live so I can't (peacefully) Rollerblade. I wouldn't even mind going on a walk somewhere but there is NOWHERE to hang out at oth... » Continue Reading