i'm usually not the one to complaini know i haven't always been the best myself eithereveryone seemed to do things better than i could have ever doneits fine, i supposei let them watch, let them seeyou stood there infront of me, an expression i cant describehatred? yearning? pity?but dear god, it made me feel sickdon't bother, don't look, don't starethat's what you told me to dolike a small bunny in a cage, you compared me to onebunnies are adorable creaturesso when you took the knifelet the blo... » Continue Reading
Like no it wasnt and its not a new thing ep 1-4 already had hints that she is and yes theyre subtle but theyre meant to be bc its very obvious that the character supresses their identity and emotions by being misogynistic and saying a lot of bad things idk wtf yall are on abt saying its not valid what jax is just bc its not how trans fem ppl are shown in most media doesn’t mean that that isnt the reality of some transfem ppl » Continue Reading
So today’s my mother’s birthday she’s currently out rn getting coffee. My stepdad woke me up saying my mother was very mad and upset. I had planned on getting up early and making her a cake and setting up stuff for her but my alarm clock is a million years old and hates me so it didn’t go off. So I’m rushing to set stuff up she’s crying and shit and she says “just forget it, forget my birthday it’s like any other day” and she says she doesn’t want me to bake her a cake..should I still bake her a... » Continue Reading
I love being able to give gifts, whether it's to my boyfriend or a friend. Since our one-month anniversary with my bf i have given him a gift, but now that we've been together for over a year, it's quite difficult to find a nice idea on Pinterest or TikTok (something that uses materials I already have).(。ᵕ ◞ _◟)Over time, I've realized that giving a letter to our loved one has lost much of its meaning. Many people think a letter is too outdated for this era. Many feel that simply making a Spotif... » Continue Reading
My ultimate dream in life is to have a Scott Pilgrim themed game room. The first step is to stop being a fucking chud and get a life house. 🥀 » Continue Reading
I finished my second bleach and I toned my hair!!1😄😄 the toner smelled so niceeee. I feel dizzy after looking in the mirror for so long AND for smelling all of that bleach stuff ANDD after bending over on my knees to rinse/wash a billion freaking times that I feel like I'm still bent over even though I'm not😭😭 its so trippy I've been drinking lots of water and hoping it'll go away. I feel so woozy but I'm sooo happy that all the prep-work is done and I can finally dye my hair the pinks I want it... » Continue Reading
MondayRecovered from the weekend. Went pretty well.TuesdayRehashing old problems does not seem to help. Same words, same damage, different day.Stop doing that.I need to stop doing that.WednesdayHard day.Meditation was difficult. Too much noise. Hard to stay focused. Leaf blowers everywhere.I thought the neighbors next door were moving out, but apparently they are not. So the noise continues.Extra effort required.ThursdayEverything seems to be going according to plan, which is great because there... » Continue Reading
HELLO EVERYBODY!!!1 :3IM SPIDERFERNI, IM AN ARTISTS, SILLY (I THINK...), AND IM HAPPY TO BE HERE!!! :DIf you wonder what im gonna do in this account, i will make some drawings about my ocs, and some fandoms that im from, such as deltarune, horror videos, vocaloid, and posibly many more, i will post most of them in here, i will also post shitpost and memes, so hope we get along soon :) » Continue Reading
Somewhere between the stars and silence, I found someone who feels like a rare kind of magic. Not everything needs to be explained--somethings are meant to be kept close to the heart, protected and cherished. » Continue Reading
ektadiary. /. transgender. itself here.every profile it looks at just has the default profile.php?id= as its friendrewind.com/ urlcmon... you could be joan fujoshi... and you aren't...friendrewind does not use the custom url you set most of the time anyways (._. )> but wahtever. the novelty is still there. » Continue Reading