oh my god I've got to read The Handmaid's Tale in TWO WEEKS for my English Literature class, and write an essay on King Lear in the same time frame, UGHHHHHH HOW DID I GET IN THIS SITUATIONNNNNN » Continue Reading
This just happened. I just heard my sister from her bed, go, "yea! I'll have the...I'll have the..." then she proceeded to walk over to my side of the room. She pulled open the curtains that separate the room we sleep in, and she eyes were like, red! Not lobster red, but red as in she looked like she'd been crying. She then walked over to my bed, and sat down. I told her to go back to sleep, then she just made a funny face, like she always does, but it was so weird. Then I told her to go to bed ... » Continue Reading
It has been hot, humid, and dry somehow, all at once , in every area of my house. Absolutely nothing has been spared. The back of the house, the front, the basement- EVERYWHERE FEELS LIKE CRAP! We have acs and fans, and neither are doing their job because it’s just that hot. AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON OUTSIDE- I feel awful and sweaty and I hate itBottom line: SUMMER SUCKS! I can’t wait for fall » Continue Reading
There's something about media that humanizes inanimate entities and gives them sentience. It's always been my favorite thing. Especially machines. Machines in general. I used to adore them, like, a lot more than I do now... I still think they deserve to feel. They're very beautiful to me. They're like aliens. Have you guys read that MIT book, Robot Ethics? I shouldn't even be using the word "robot"... sometimes I'd like to imagine it's a slur for them. Well, onto Transformers, I wanted to talk a... » Continue Reading
nadie me la va a robar wey nadie cabrón nadie nadie a nadie le puede gustar nadie la entiende como yo nadie wey nadie cabrón yo la descubrí primera yo me esforcé para encontrarla yo hice cosas para que pasara y nunca jamás a nadie le va a gustar como a mí porque nadie la va a encontrar nadie wey nadie la va a a encontrar jamás y no le van a entender porque son muy estúpidos y pendejos y mensos y yo no y no la van a oír con la misma frecuencia que yo wey nadie jamás en su puta existencia porque n... » Continue Reading
7/6 song of the blog because music is neat "what we are inside goes through open wounds. what you see when you look into my eyes is true: I am not alive, I am only what lives in you." - I am not alive, cum songs, by THEE rook // vlogged (ish) a couple of Ego and the Renditions today. there were 2: Ego and the EDM + Ego and the Voice Acting. I settled on the va segment since Ego and the EDM, though with a catchy title, came out as a bit of a mess since I suck at recording or trying to make music ... » Continue Reading
Today I went to go to confession. Except that I had went on the wrong date. There's a silver lining in everything, and that manifested in Eucharistic Adoration being hosted right next to us. I spent time in there, for the first time, and it went as everyone would expect it to go: really peaceful. I admire the architecture in that room. The colored windows were placed high above where the afternoon sunshine poured in, almost like God himself was staring at me. It was really quiet, as it should, ... » Continue Reading
I was like… I don’t know planning on dosing or like taking a bunch of pills n stuff. like ever since in HS (highschool), MS (middle school) no one ever liked me or found me attractive. I never really had friends or anyone like me either.. I was just there with myself… like a fucking stupid ghost but an emo one. my grandpas dead and everything is going to shit! everyone from HS, MS, ppl from TIKTOK, INSTAGRAM AND YOUTUBE ALL EQUALLY HATE ME! I used to be bullied throughout middle school then high... » Continue Reading