Recently I've been thinking a lot about my life and just what I'm trying to get out of it. I've changed a lot about myself and my life in the past year. New gf, new job, new place. I'm going to be moving by Christmas though which will be another change. I like the change because its all been positive, and moving me in the right direction, but I'm still scared. I'm scared to start a new job and be in a new place and I'm terrified I wont be accepted for who I am. I guess its ok to be scared about ... » Continue Reading
btw i got a perfect score the story is linked below :)file:///C:/Users/jkada/Downloads/The_Withering_%20A_Gothic_Short_Story%20(1).pdf » Continue Reading
Gonna be the first "proper" blog I post here, and figured I'd do something that's appropriate for here, a bunch of bands I REALLY like that are also pretty obscure. Well, obscure for the standards of the average person, even if you're into music like this. Heads up that basically all of these are rock or metal bands since that's mainly what I listen to.Gallows - Hardcore PunkBritish hardcore punk band, admittedly only listened to their album Orchestra of Wolves but they're REALLY REALLY good, ou... » Continue Reading
Xposted from my main personal blog at mallrat.nekoweb.com. Heavy topic today, but I've been thinking about this a lot.For those of you who don't celebrate Christmas in any capacity, there's a relatively new song about a poor boy who wants to buy a pair of shoes for his terminally ill mother so she can look beautiful when she goes to heaven. The kid doesn't have enough money for the shoes, so the man behind him pays for the shoes. The ending of the bridge says "I knew that God had sent that littl... » Continue Reading
today, i had thought too much. i kept putting off reminders of my miserable self and all of the bottled feelings and concerns. cozying up in my comfort zone. i dont think i can ever truly get out. the escape door is just an optimistic belief buried within my hopeful heart but nonetheless its a concept i often cling to or hoped to find in my crazy delusional thinking that might or could. where do i reach out? who can i talk to? often when people slur their words, so much certainty in their voices... » Continue Reading
Wassup Internet! This is my first blog post on Friend Rewind! I've hear a buunch'a people say that this was a better alternative to SpaceHey, and when one of my SpaceHey friends made a bulletin about him being on there, I finally made up my mind and joined! Yay! Okay so uh consider this post my introduction or somethin' :)You can call me Vic (duh) and I'm an upcoming freshman!! Haha I'm totally not nervous for high school hahaaaaaaaa..... Anyway. I like drawing (especially making stoopid doodles... » Continue Reading
i dont really know what to talk about but it is so incredibly humid out its messing up my hair soooo bad... plus i have work and i work outside on a farm so a bunch of manual labor in the heat..... HORRIBLE. like, i feel its never been THIS bad in a couple years... idk. or im just making things up. » Continue Reading