Ok this is a similar vibe to my last post but I just want to say shout out to my Mam broShe told me my hairstyle I did suits me and it has whimsy and that's actually made my day I won't lieAlso on Tuesday for my first day of college she hung out with me on my break and we got ice cream and went to Boots and TK Maxx to look at the Halloween stuff and it was just really nice. I also got free glittery lip gloss :DI'm so glad I got my angry moody phase out of the way when I was 12/13 because I like ... » Continue Reading
so i rarely interact with stuff i am a fan of,which i guess means im not actually a fan?idk,cuz for ex.demon slayer (Giyu Tomioka),i was (still am) obsessed with Giyu,for a solid three years i watched basically only stuff about him,but i never actually watched the anime (i do have some of the manga but that's a recent development),idk something about anime makes me super uncomfortable,im 99% sure its the way characters breathe and the weird fighting noises they make (same thing with videogames).... » Continue Reading
Im not a person with many friends irl, but id say i make pretty decent conversation for a introvert lol. hit me up! lets b friends :) » Continue Reading
Right so it's probably weird that it's taken until the age of like 16 for this to hit me, but I was just sat on my couch watching YouTube or some shit and I just went....woah. I know some AWESOME people. And it's not like I didn't know this, or even acknowledge it, but I don't know how to explain it. It was just like being hit on the head. I'm not wording this right like at all but the long and short of it is I just realised that I LOVE the people I hang out with so so much, and that feeling act... » Continue Reading
these ones are from 2024/2025, at that point i was absolutely obsessed with interpol and the post punk era, these are pretty rough production wise, and i use a lot of synths in my music now, i like blending them with traditional rock featuresshould i remake them in the style that i use now? it would just be the same but with more synths and better production » Continue Reading
so, my first day of 8th grade was okay. my mom signed me up for some tutoring program that i DONT need, and umm mh dad yelled at me in front of half my friends bc i came out the school really late… anywaysi felt really sick after school but in school was good. some random mexican kid was staring at me the whole science period annnd im kinda excited for algebra. my teachers are cool, and theres a lot of trips too!so yeah. pretty good7/10 » Continue Reading
I have to think about it every single day and Im not even kidding, every day this thought pops up and ruins my day making me scared.Ive been so scared of the future recently, the lifetime of the average human is not much and with how fast time is passing, its going by much quicker, like I dont know if it makes sense but I am so scared of growing up so quickly, when im 40, the time from when I was 14 would probably feel like yesterday and I hate the thought, I hate knowing that I wont stay like ... » Continue Reading
Ok so I’m new to being bi and it’s hard because for one I’m scared of telling people I know and for two most people in my area are extremely straight 😭. But even before that i always felt like an outcast always the person standing outside looking in. I have people I talk to but it always seems like they don’t want me around. I never get invited to anything and no one ever texts me. Is it too much to ask for someone who wants me to be a part of their life? Or to want to be close to me?feel like I... » Continue Reading
omfg, my algebra teacher, fine as fuck, my art teacher, EVEN FINER. Ugh, but they’re like, 30 something year olds. Grrrrrr, my love for older guys is going to kill me! And, I know it’s problematic to crush on your teachers, and to kinda want them to reciprocate.. BUT LIKE it’s not like I’m creepy about it. It all happens in my mind, I’m not like, a total dork about it. Like, I just like to look at them during class, ya know? Of course I’ve tried crushing on some classmates, I just can’t, they do... » Continue Reading
The seasons change shirts while we aren't looking on,a blink in the dark and our summer is gone.The green of our youth starts to shutter its light,as laughter surrenders its warmth to the night.The autumn comes cold, spilling gold on the floor,like memories left by the draft at the door.The wind is a broom sweeping comfort away,and grief shortens down the bright fuse of the day.Then winter moves in like a heavy white sheet,freezing the hope of the quieted street.We huddle in silence, numbed by t... » Continue Reading