these ones are from 2024/2025, at that point i was absolutely obsessed with interpol and the post punk era, these are pretty rough production wise, and i use a lot of synths in my music now, i like blending them with traditional rock featuresshould i remake them in the style that i use now? it would just be the same but with more synths and better production » Continue Reading
so, my first day of 8th grade was okay. my mom signed me up for some tutoring program that i DONT need, and umm mh dad yelled at me in front of half my friends bc i came out the school really late… anywaysi felt really sick after school but in school was good. some random mexican kid was staring at me the whole science period annnd im kinda excited for algebra. my teachers are cool, and theres a lot of trips too!so yeah. pretty good7/10 » Continue Reading
I have to think about it every single day and Im not even kidding, every day this thought pops up and ruins my day making me scared.Ive been so scared of the future recently, the lifetime of the average human is not much and with how fast time is passing, its going by much quicker, like I dont know if it makes sense but I am so scared of growing up so quickly, when im 40, the time from when I was 14 would probably feel like yesterday and I hate the thought, I hate knowing that I wont stay like ... » Continue Reading
Ok so I’m new to being bi and it’s hard because for one I’m scared of telling people I know and for two most people in my area are extremely straight 😭. But even before that i always felt like an outcast always the person standing outside looking in. I have people I talk to but it always seems like they don’t want me around. I never get invited to anything and no one ever texts me. Is it too much to ask for someone who wants me to be a part of their life? Or to want to be close to me?feel like I... » Continue Reading
omfg, my algebra teacher, fine as fuck, my art teacher, EVEN FINER. Ugh, but they’re like, 30 something year olds. Grrrrrr, my love for older guys is going to kill me! And, I know it’s problematic to crush on your teachers, and to kinda want them to reciprocate.. BUT LIKE it’s not like I’m creepy about it. It all happens in my mind, I’m not like, a total dork about it. Like, I just like to look at them during class, ya know? Of course I’ve tried crushing on some classmates, I just can’t, they do... » Continue Reading
The seasons change shirts while we aren't looking on,a blink in the dark and our summer is gone.The green of our youth starts to shutter its light,as laughter surrenders its warmth to the night.The autumn comes cold, spilling gold on the floor,like memories left by the draft at the door.The wind is a broom sweeping comfort away,and grief shortens down the bright fuse of the day.Then winter moves in like a heavy white sheet,freezing the hope of the quieted street.We huddle in silence, numbed by t... » Continue Reading
I plan on trying to get my GED and going to college, I got a new computer and everything and it's so cute!My house burned down so I lost my old one » Continue Reading
Ok so basically all you gotta know he's a fucking asshole. he's strict, he yells at children and he used to be my brother's old tutor. He gives demerits and when my mom confronted him about yelling at my brother (mind you my brother only looked behind him), he acted like the victim and said he didn't know that my brother was looking back. Mind you my brother was CRYING and said how he didnt wanna face him. Oh and if you wanna help me even more how do i piss of my strict spanish teacher ;0 » Continue Reading
uh. First day of school went pretty well! I guess, i had my suit on and all. Blazers and tie and you get the rest. school sucked though, i got overwhelmed and couldn't speak in the cafeteria :( an adult had to help me out so i could get food..which sucked, i made a new friend tho!1 She's really cool and i love her smmm :) she sits next to me in class!! we have this greeting where we just do a sideways fist bump! Oh and i counted, and whilst i was lining up to get to class, i saw 10 planes fly ov... » Continue Reading