does anyone else struggle with pre-gaming grief in their life? like I am lucky to have people that mean a lot to me that are currently present in my life and are showing no signs of leaving, yet I've already cried and worried over their deaths, personal problems, or seperations from me. when I am at a good point I can't help but wonder how long it will last instead of enjoying it in the moment, and I constantly remind myself that I never feel this happy so it must be fake. I hate doing it, but a... » Continue Reading
As someone who as a BS in computer science, i hate tech. I didnt always hate tech and websites like myspace, tumblr, geocities, my v-petsite and others are why i even have those degrees. I used to love to create and build. but somewhere along the way it stopped being about creating and became about advertising and keeping people addicted. which is why i have been trying to reclaim my love for the internet with websites like friend rewind. for a while now i have not used algorithm heavy sites, th... » Continue Reading
Another one! I'm just sending drawings I made a while ago for now.This one was tricky cuz of the angle and trying to figure out how to position Spidey's hands (i SUCK at drawing fists)I'll be sending some of my older art later on so stay tuned for that ;> » Continue Reading
(For context my school put blocking software on the computers) So couple weeks ago i powerwashed my school Chromebook (to use Crunchyroll but unrelated) and instead of the blocking screen being removed like normal it stayed up and said the administrator has been NOTIFIED!! so im really nervous for school to start up next year bc i AM NOT trying to get detention on the first day 😭 especially not bc of CRUNCHYROLL! » Continue Reading
i have to be honest as a editor myself a ton of audios have become the same thing everytime i go on tik tok just the same shit all over like its become so boring like honestly » Continue Reading
Hi unicorns, good morning, afternoon or night, today i’m going to be talking about life lately. I’ve been going to lake Arlington quite a bit and it’s so calming. Playing Uno and Bingo with my cousins and my brother is sometimes fun except when everyone starts yelling and throwing cards and things. You know how it is. Well if you don’t then i’m sorry. Anyways, i haven’t written or finished a poem in forever. And by forever i mean March. My writers block is so annoying. How do I get rid of it ple... » Continue Reading
OKAY SO I HAVE MY LASTT TEST TMW!! ILL HAVE SO MUCH FREETIME NOW IN SUMMER!, I CAN POST MORE STUFF ON HERE. MAYBE FOCUS ON MY ART FOR A BIT TO PRACTICE ANATOMY.PLUS GO TO THE BEACH!! BUT THEN I GOTTA STUDY FOR MY GATS 🫠 ITS LIKE I CAN NEVER CATCH A BREAK SMH ANYWAYS HAPPY SUMMER EVERYONE!! ❤️♥️ » Continue Reading