even online i find myself, filtering myself, afraid like i bare my soul and my body like anyone can see, anyone could care. i hesitate to be intense, i hesitate to talk, i think about how im perceived, afraid of being too much or hurting others im cryptic, im skeptic, then i have the audacity to be lonely. i fantasize without trying, i don't know or want to be vulnerable. but this is the condition of existence, we hurt, we cry, we laugh, and i write here aimlessly like a lone satellite, clinkeri... » Continue Reading
I can't fit all my music on my profile, so here is my playlist! Post HxC. metalcore, deathcore. I add to it all the time. Mostly old bc I don't like modern metalcore much but some revival stuff is good » Continue Reading
musicfavorite music artist - partynextdoor, sahbabii, fuhhh idk fried by flouridefavorite band - deftones , kornfav local band - deftones , korn idfk whata local band isfavorite album - FUHHH i forgot the namefavorite mini album - MmmMmMidkfavorite feat - put up by anycia feat quavofavorite cover - any deftones cover idc favorite album, song ect. cover - mmm Idk fav sample - idkfavorite music genre - rock & r&bfavorite song - mmm lovehate thing by walefav ep - IDKsecond favorite song - i hate e... » Continue Reading
Wtf is loosercore TvT and why as re we know larping being a looser tf . I literally got bullied for being a looser and now it's a trend 😭I have lost faith in humanity once again » Continue Reading
how to get into psychosophy and socionics?? I tried to do some research but different sources gave me different info or I just couldn't find anything. where can I find actually trustworthy info? and what types would be the most correlating with my typing? I'm INTP 5w4 SP594 RCUAI » Continue Reading
I feel like in Jacksonville there barely is any alternative people out here unfortunately So it feels kind of weird sometimes but idgaf thats just how I feel sometimes tho😭 » Continue Reading
[GETZ ONLINE](I got curious & tried this layout :3)I fucking hate my class.They're so noisy and loud it's annoying.Basically, this week was the exam retaking session for the students who were absent last week. Two classes were moved to another class so that the exam retakes can do it in their classes.The problem is that out class is RIGHT next to the exam retakinh room/class. You would think "Oh, then it's not that bad right"? Wrong.You see, my class always gets shouted and told to be quiet NUME... » Continue Reading
I finally have done my life purpose, I can go home without anyone caring, my bff was the last thing stopping me but now he’s fine without. Goodbye to yall if this works, have a good day you all :3 » Continue Reading
imagine if I make an adult comedy webcomic about the 30 year old ladies who used to be magical girls at 15 years old that went back to magical girls again to banish the evil again lololol (might make it on Comic Fury after I'm done with my chapter 5 of my other webcomic (Clarissa and Molly))Concept art of the freaking concept that i explained (im not sure if i did Anika's skin tone right because i never made indian characters before i even tried doing research so if i did something wrong PLEASE ... » Continue Reading