guess who's back ME!!!!!....its me lol anyways sry 4 nawt posting much school happens and the only touchscreen computer uhhhhhhh died soooo yeah enjoy my maggots!-creep3================================================================================franks pov:suddenly a silhouette moves infront of me the light reflects on it just perfectly for it to look like..."Gerard......?"*it's him!! maybe he can get me out of this fucking pigsty!!*but the silhouette stayed silent....."Gerard oh my god thank... » Continue Reading
hi guys 🥹🥹🥹 weekly blogs ARE back sorry for skipping a week...literally NOTHING happened it was crayz...BUT SHES BACK!!! and i have some news...not good news though..my heart is shattered into a million pieces and sighgggg....STUPID boy...buts its OKAY!!! i will carry on...yk why???? HALLOWEEN IS SOON!!!!! i love halloween. i still need to get a tie but i have my entire costume pretty much....ill make sure to post pictures soon 😼😼😼its spirit week next week at school...im like scared???? idk what... » Continue Reading
I watched the movie "I Saw the TV Glow" and it made me cry twice, which is very unusual for me since I don't cry that much while watching movies or tv shows. It was a really good movie though. It was definitely kind of confusing but I understood it at the same time? It was one of those movies that make you feel weird for the rest of the day, you know? Like, you get a pit in your stomach any time you think about the movie. But it was really, really good. I 100% recommend it but only watch it if y... » Continue Reading
okay so within the past like 2 months i've listened to like 8 albums and a bunch of assorted songs so here's my ranking10. So Weit Wie Noch Nie by Jurgen Paape (german dance music)9. Sacred Frequency by Machinedrum (alternative techno)8. Cold in Here by Lil Ugly Mane (alt rap)7. Little Girls by Say Anything (3rd wave emo)6. Slush Puppy by King Krule (alt rock)5. Gods Gonna Give You a Million Dollars by Shallowater (slowcore)4. Stars by Hum (space rock)3. Sleep by Godspeed You! Black Emperor (pos... » Continue Reading
As vezes me pergunto se ela realmente me vê como deveria...eu não deveria ter que me reafirmar e ir atrás dela, deveria ser o contrario...até agora ela não me respondeu, acho que nem chegou a ver minha mensagemVou conversar com a milla sobre isso, talvez ela consiga me ajudar » Continue Reading
I think I like the idea of being worth everyone's attention, I usually always try to please all of my friendgroups as in favor that they'll all like me. I've had a crush on this girl at my school for a while now, it started last year of sophomore year in the 2 quarter. Before all this, she had kinda picked on me in freshman year but I really brushed it off. I don't think she really sees me that way and I can tell. I try my best not to be weird about it but shes on my mind for a unreasonable amou... » Continue Reading
I mean I like them but I don’t like having to put my own internal monologues in them. Half of the time when I’m outside I’m in a state of serenity and I purposely detach from myself so that I can absorb the environment. There is genuinely nothing going on in my mind when I’m in nature, I’m just zen. I’m good at landscaping, describing my external environment and I don’t think internal thoughts are inherently bad in writing. In fact, I think they’re wonderful for character analysis. Is there such... » Continue Reading