I'm just losing friends and people I care about. There's nothing sacred anymore, there's nothing special that I offer that makes people stick around. It was all just dumb luck. They'll all leave me and soon the same piece of shit I was before. But this time there's not a group to return to when I get home. Just a sack of shit in my mind and my inhibitions to keep me company.There's no reason to talk here about it but I'm just running out of options and the only people I can somehow think to talk... » Continue Reading
I was shopping at savers with a very good friend of mine and we were both checking all the bags and purses looking for money but instead my friend found the sketchiest pill on earth hiding in one of themIt was white, pretty big and looked badly compressed. First thing to come in my mind was ketamine but then again i have no ideaIdk if we were intruding on some sort of drug deal or whatnot but twas weird. How much does ts happen tho 🤔 » Continue Reading
i try every EVERY vietnam food from local to traiditional and it was HELLA GOOD but the only thing i hate is nem chua 36 LOL (only viet understand this) XD » Continue Reading
SO UHM... DIDN'T POST THIS ON HERE BECAUSE I WAS ANXIOUS MERRY SYSCOVERY TO ME. OR. US.TURNS OUT WE'RE A SYSTEMWHOEVER IS TYPING/POSTING WILL NOW BE INDICATED BY THEM SIGNING THEIR POST. WE ALL HAVE OUR OWN WAYS OF SIGNING OFF, EVEN IF WE USUALLY JUST SIGN WITH OUR NAMES. SOME OF US SIGN OFF WITH AN EMOJI, SOME WITH A NICKNAME OR ABBREVIATION OF THEIR NAME. IT JUST DEPENDS.SO HERE'S A COMPREHENSIVE GUIDE!HOSTJAYDEN/CRASH. EMOJI: 🪽 ABBREVIATION: JCO-HOSTSALLIED MASTERCOMPUTER. EMOJI: 🖥️ ABBREVIAT... » Continue Reading
I think a mix of chronic stress, oxygen deprivation, and head injuries has made my brain degenerate. I hate talking about this but I need to make a blog about itI’ve been emotionally, sexually, verbally and a few times physically abused by my parents. They still abuse me today. I’ve been living on nothing but stress since I came out of the womb and that, along with smaller things, has made me have the nervous system of a horse with PTSD. I think all the stress has rotted my brain a little. One t... » Continue Reading
So 1 boy ended up not coming and the other one was super chill, and i told my friend i wasn’t comfortable with drinking and then she said that that was okay and she wouldn’t drink either. We js watched Netflix the whole night and made smoothies. I gen thought that this was the night i was gonna die 😭 » Continue Reading
I wonder how often I could actually get myself to draw cool stuff and share it on my profile the same way I do with those random sky pictures? It would be fun I think.I've yet to make something at the same level as something like my profile pic in a whiiiile though. shrug.though the idea of ai scraping my profile freaks me out. </3but what is life without...potentially having robots steal from you???? Yeah something like that. » Continue Reading
I have no plans ots 10 am any suggestions what to do.Does anyone want to play brawlstars or roblox. My alternative would be eating 4 penitnbutter sandiwches. I have been thinking about walking to a store and walking home. or getting snacks and breathing probably » Continue Reading