This mattress will no longer have the crease of my body, which has witnessed every moment that has ever happened to me. The people who have sat on this bed, the person I made love to, the endless breakdowns, and the countless times I’ve spent doing nothing. I don’t have the energy to get up anymore, as my mattress gives me the comfort to stay in one place for hours, or even days.But someday, it will no longer feel the warmth of my body. It will return to its original shape, as if nothing ever ha... » Continue Reading
recently ive been into burning cds1!! heres some that ive made so farhere we have: a random primus mix, kokyuu by lily chou chou, pistachio island by ilkae, and 2 random susumu hirasawa mixes!!its also rly fun drawing on them :3 » Continue Reading
I turned 16 recently and I feel like I am now realizing how little I know about myself. Like everything I thought I knew about my interests, my likes and dislikes, are wrong. Then when my friends talk about how they perceive me it make it feel worse. Idk.. did this even make sense? is this normal? umm idk help » Continue Reading
Have you heard this??? Have you SEEEENNN of this??? Literally cannot wait for it to be adapted into an anime (I mean it has to at this point or else I might actually die). » Continue Reading
My grandmother prays for me I, pauseMy mother’s warm embrace,Mother, I sinThe sheep communicate They playAnd the eyes of black wolvesWatch as they grazeThey pray,The birds drone inPrayers at the altar for more blessingsSheep are benevolent Asking to sin, and sinBleeds into the woolRed, sunken teethThe hunt is gatheringWe kill and we eatMother, I’ve sinnedI’ve killed a heart beforeAnd I’ve tasted the flesh of my skinI pray, every nightMy grandmother tells meThat there’s a Devil in yawningAnd I sm... » Continue Reading
In a new episode about my first album, here’s a look at my mix review space. It’s pretty simple from the outside: two tracks, one with the crude files I uploaded to streaming services last year, and another with the sound engineering I’m just now applying to them. I commented previously on why this particular case was so difficult: most of these are recordings that my younger self captured in poor-quality files without any knowledge of sound engineering.The colors indicate my progress so far. Th... » Continue Reading
I’ve been looking for that one clip from like a mcr interview when they where talking about Honda civics I can’t fucking find it and my family’s confused why I keep giggling over Honda civics so much.help wanted. » Continue Reading