ever since middle school ive been reminded of how unattractive i am compared to other girls. now im in high school and i still dont have a boyfriend. almost all of my friends have had or are in a relationship except me. i really liked one of my friends but he seems to show no interest in me. im insecure about my weight because my brother used to call me fat ever since i was 9. i also think im ugly because no guy has other looked at me or called me pretty (other than some of my guy friends) but g... » Continue Reading
I have spider bite on my leg. It has made said leg swell up to the size of a fucking balloon. It hurts to walk and it sucks. I however in music get to do the national anthem by Radiohead so that’s fun. I’m tired today. Uhhh I might go to a party soon. I’m gonna try and put of a photo of myself on here once I learn how to add stickers to photos! Anyone has any good sites I need reccs lolol » Continue Reading
caused a ruckus trying to sneak my underage brother in the theater to see primetime with me only for us to get caught and let me buy his ticket anyways.... BRUH » Continue Reading
i find myself wondering how those close to me would grieve my death. i dont think ill live much longer and i want to know how someone who loves me would react to thatdoes that make me an attention seekergirl bye this is edgy delete this » Continue Reading
Something some people find odd about me is that I don't exactly mind spoilers. Well, to be exact, I'm very particular of how I get spoiled and of which thing I get spoiled about. If that makes sense?? For example, I'm currently reading GSGW, and I've been pretty much spoiled for the entire plot up to around mid part 2, but I'm only in the beginning of part 1! The reason I don't mind these spoilers is because it makes me feel excited to reach these important plot points, and what leads up to it!... » Continue Reading
ive been hanging with my friend and his older brother a lot lately.they come over and talk to my mom. they talk about their homelife and how its rather unfortunate. my mom has taken it upon herself to be a motherly figure to them. now they go around talking about how great my mom is.maybe im selfish, but i wish i got that version of her. why is she only a good mother to anyone but her children? im so jealous. i hate it. i dont mean to sound so rude, but i wish they saw how she treated me and my ... » Continue Reading