my mother has never been my reliable parentshe always made herself the fun parent. she highly parentified me since i could speak. she confided in me. things you should never be confiding to your child, no matter the age. things like complaining about her relationship issues with my father. even as a child, she would tell me "i'm unhappy in my relationship with your father and i always have been, but i stayed for you" things she should be talking about with literally anyone else. she would get ma... » Continue Reading
today feels like one of those days that just refused to end.i got to work this morning thinking maybe it'd go by fast... but of course it didn't. every time i looked at the clock only a few minutes had passed. i swear time moves differently when you're somewhere you don't want to be.i spending most of the day just zoning out and thinking about random stuff. remembering old summers when the only thing i had to worry about was whether my friends were gonna be online that night. now it's work... wo... » Continue Reading
soo since spacehey doesn't work in brazil anymore i thought why dont give a chance to this one? (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) i hope everything goes well also here take thismochuu out ݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆ » Continue Reading
I had a bad dream, so I got on the internet and started looking up how not to have bad dreams. I can't believe this has never come up in any kind of conversations I've ever had with anyone.A nightmare isn't bad dreams. It's a mare that comes at night. And the old way they said it was Mara, a Night Mare. It's a creature. It's not dreams. But not a horse. Not that kind of mare.This thing comes at night and sits on your chest. It presses down on you so you can’t move. Sometimes it chokes you. Somet... » Continue Reading
After having a recent burst of energy through the form of potential blog post ideas, I knew that I had to revive it. Since then, I've been writing blog ideas, been getting into writing reviews for the media I consume, and have been trying in general to find new ways to talk about what I like, and what kind of bullshit I will never put up with. ...And then I realized that I don't remember a single thing about where the best place to blog is. Blogging is hard when you're lazy Unfortunately, the tr... » Continue Reading
I got sharpie on my new pants!!!!!! I forgot it was open and I was trying to change my music and I sat it down in my lap and it got on my pants and I'm gonna throw up with but its alright calm down » Continue Reading