I dreamt I was a gay man working at a laundromat with my boyfriend and Richard watterson successfully stole my boyfriend and my ex boyfriend was head over heels for Richard but Richard was really possessive and a love bomber. When my ex bf opened the door to the laundromat richard had put little sticky notes saying " YOU'RE MINE " all over the washing machines.I'm a woman, for context. » Continue Reading
July 26th, 2004There is something weird about logging on.Not just opening a website. Not just checking something for five minutes and then accidentally spending three hours scrolling through things you don't even care about.I mean actually logging on.Turning on the computer.Waiting.Listening to the machine make all those weird noises while the screen slowly comes to life.For a few seconds, you just sit there.Waiting for the internet to exist.And then suddenly you're in.The little connection icon... » Continue Reading
Thank you so much for everything that you've given me. I'm always grateful but sometimes it hits me harder than ever before and I have to explain my feelings through some tears and cut straight to the heart of it all. I've come so far in my journey on and every time I look back I see an ever-growing catalog of my life that lead me to where I am today. And despite the length of the journey we're all taking and the size of community we've built I never want to let go of what really matters. So tha... » Continue Reading
Dear diary,I finally logged on.The room was quiet, the screen was glowing, and for some reason it felt like I was entering another world.Maybe that's what the internet is supposed to feel like.You turn on the computer, wait for everything to load, and suddenly you're somewhere else. You aren't sitting alone in your room anymore. You're looking through people's profiles, reading strange little blogs, checking comments, listening to music, and wondering if anyone noticed that you were gone.I check... » Continue Reading
i miss myselfif there even was a 'self' at some point.and everything hurts at some point.i look back, there's so many things that have changed. my eyes are heavy and liquid comes out of them, salty one. that doesnt change, of course.after all, it doesnt change.i see people doing big things. i am envious of them. should be me. i should be doing big things.i look back again. i am doing things. big? i don't know.my stomach hurts. the pain resolves. the sadness pushes up on my throat. all i want is ... » Continue Reading
the internet used to feel like a place.you would log on.you would visit someone's page.you would leave a comment.you would listen to their music.and eventually, you would log off.maybe that's why i'm still here.trying to keep one small piece of that world alive.thanks for visiting.sign my guestbook before you leave <3โ ๐ธ๐๐ฎ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฏ๐๐๐โง » Continue Reading
6:27 a.m.Akira shudders before she even realizes she's awake. A dry shiver runs down her spine, the kind that never warns you but tells you that the night has once again played with a knife to your throat. She recognizes this silence, this metallic taste in her mouth.She's still dreaming about that night.And it always starts the same way.The heavy heat falls from the ceiling, creeps up the walls, seeps under her ribs. In the dream, she shrinks. Eight years old. Not a day older.Her breath becomes... » Continue Reading
ย ย One thing that really gets on my nerves is the fact that THEY FORGET ABOUT BOTH ANDY AND JOE! and maybe it's just me but i really like Joe Trohman! they seem to be forgotten within the fandom, ITS ALWAYS PETE, PATRICK AND OR MIKEY(cuz of petekey)! also not to mention, they do just as much as Pete and Patrick do for the band, that's what makes them so special! they also hate on post hiatus albums which are just as good as pre hiatus albums! it's just so horrible since I've been listening to t... » Continue Reading
Welcome to Velocityย Verify your humanity at the entranceโโโโโโโโโโโIn Velocity, the world's safest artificial city, crime seems non-existent and technology controls every aspect of daily life. Yet when a renowned scientist is found murdered under strange circumstances, even this perfect utopia begins to falter.Akira Tsukino, an American police lieutenant accustomed to the field, is sent urgently to the experimental island to investigate. Alongside Hank Anderson and the android Connor, she must n... » Continue Reading