Im new to this whole thing but it pretty darn cool. anyways summer is boring I kinda miss school and doing something with my life but its cool. now on July 27th 2026 its not anymore my dang phone got taken Now I just have a laptop I'm hiding from my parents only thing that keeps me entertained and now Im bored. but the good thing is I spend more time with myself figuring out who I could be and what I could be in the future. but I got a ipod so I can listen to my fav music wondeful that is indeed... » Continue Reading
I got sick today and I swear it has to be top 3 worst feelings oat Ive been feeling a bit ill for a bit but brushed it off completely, until today because that "small illness" became a whole ass STOMACH BUG WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to die because of how nauseous and dizzy I was omfg eve... » Continue Reading
Ive been trying to be more open to everything. I have a problem being stuck in my own bubble and im currently seeking help with a therapist and on new meds from my psychologist (Adderal) I honestly dont feel much of a difference, just more commitment to "change." Im a very reserved person and i was a bit late on my first relationship that i totally ruined by insecurities. It was my fauly she was the best first experience i can ask for. I just hate being stuck on things ive said to her that made ... » Continue Reading
SONAS SONAS SONAS I LOVE MAKING PERSONAS. SELF INSERT SONAS FOR DIFFERENT FANDOMS SONAS FOR DIFFERENT THEMES SONAS FOR DIFFERENT ANIMALS THAT I LIKE SONAS FOR DIFFERENT AUS SONAS FOR DIFFERENT PARTS OF MYSELF SONAAAAAASSSSS!!!! » Continue Reading
Some of my fav pages in my sketchbook! I'm aware of my bad photography skills, so it is what it is—bad lighting and all. [ ± _ ± ] #1 ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊˚ I used colored pencils on the left page and ballpoint pen on the right side. This is the first time I've tried coloring with pens, and it instantly became my new favorite medium! #2 ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊˚ I drew random doodles on the right using highlighters since I find it easier to loosen up when using them. The left side is a quick pencil drawing of my... » Continue Reading
so this has been bothering me for a little bit but ever since I went on a run about maybe 5 days ago close to the start of the run I swear I felt the presence of my old friends from the hospital as if they were running with me, idk how to explain it other than presence because its not like I really saw them, but I could like...feel them iykwim. i cant lie it mad me happy but I'm kinda scared that I'm going to go over the edge if I haven't already(similar type thing)(notice, although I'm saying "... » Continue Reading
i wanna write poetry and lyrics and whatnot, but i dont want it to be wordy for the sake of being wordy, because thats a lot of the advice ive been given; to just say things, long..-illy. i think id do much better writing in a casual way,, like i do here. like im literally just speakin. but in pixel word form. like informally!issue is every time i write something my brain makes me rewrite it to be better, then again, then again and eventually i erase it all cuz my brain tells me "yo this is crin... » Continue Reading