Written on 09.29.26The Wheel of Fortune is always turning.It’s been a while since I reflect on this card, but now’s when the time is right. I don’t believe there’s a “bad” direction for the wheel to turn to. Do you? I believe things go bad for us if we resist its movement. It’s what we do when we fear change… if we refuse to change, can we even say we’ve lived?Letting the wheel turn as it naturally does is a hard decision. Do you follow the current? Or do you move against it? (In this case, foll... » Continue Reading
Today was hell. I hung out with her again, and I always wanna say something about how I feel.It's always stopped by the frog in my throat changing my words to "oh, I forgot sorry. I'll say something if I remember." Like BITCH WHAT? I'm so damn mad at myself for not being smarter and just moving on. i guess something is telling me it HAS to be her. But by telling her i risk losing her. If I lose her, that'll be the last straw for me. She means so fucking much to me and i don't know what I would d... » Continue Reading
Habitó en un cuerpo muerto que aún camina y respira. Puede parpadear y hablar. Puede vivir como cualquier otro, lo habitó en sus profundidades. En esa oscuridad que no vemos. Allí paso mis días y mis noches, en pasillos llenos de murmullos y llantos. Agonicos llantos que se desesperan en salir a la superficie igual que aquellos pensamientos que se esconden en lo más remoto de mi ser. Que no pueden o mejor dicho, no deben salir jamás. De ellos me avergüenzo no puedo ni siquiera explicarte el porq... » Continue Reading
I'm taking a culinary program, and overall since I've completed more of my work over the pass few days I'm able to work more in lab (in the kitchen) so that's nice.But. There's this one girl that probably doesn't even know why she's here, and someone has to work with her from time to time. on top of that picks her nose and sings to herself. I don't exactly know what happened since I was excused for both days (I was very sick and had a sinus, shortly after everyone started getting one too), but a... » Continue Reading
My new art teacher is so aggravating. I'm in an AP Drawing class in high school, and my teacher has dragged us 2 MONTHS BEHIND SCHEDULE!!For context, we have to complete an art portfolio by the end of the year that has 15-20 pieces of art. It has to include finished pieces and sketchbook pages that show progress, experimentation, and revision. However, I don't think we'll ever meet that deadline since we HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED MAKING ART FOR OUR PORTFOLIOS YET. We were supposed to figure out our s... » Continue Reading
no sé ya me vi bien señor bien acá don de ke ahorita vengo en la combi no de regreso ya para mi kaserola entonsenw ke veo un anuncio de puesto de serbesa ke se yamaba michelita ajaja y yo dije órale wey ke chido se me antojó una cerveza bien acá fría y ya wey y es ke digo no es ke yo consuma cerveza verdad así de ke sea mi top bebidas pues no pero ahora sí me antojó una serbesa ajaja yo había probado una serbesa de limón la flying fish de ke limodana así harto limón pero sabe a gomitas de ke est... » Continue Reading
So basically, there's this freshman kid who goes to my school, and we're friends. Well, actually, it's more like they think I'm their friend, but I really am not. I don't see myself as their friend, but more of a babysitter. For context, this kid is 14, a freshman, and weirdly obsessed with me. They're always asking me what I'm doing, where I am, how I feel about them, etc etc. I am a SENIOR who is 17. I don't want anything to do with this kid, but it seems like I have to.They're extremely menta... » Continue Reading
Lately, I've been acting out of line for no reason, just being plain annoying and random. It's starting to annoy me tooWhat it's really about is me just being so bored and there's absolutely nothing good to talk about. And on top of that I can't fucking say things in full sentence due to my lack of speaking.Can that happen? Being use to not speaking for so long that you can't finish your sentence without barley making out the last word? It's getting really tiresome to have people around me that ... » Continue Reading