I have had a lot on my mind lately, normally I would just write in my journal but that feels like I am tossing all of my effort into an abyss, to put it simply writing for myself doesn't feel that fulfilling. Writing here I can know there is the possibility albeit slim of someone coming across this, what they think or feel about it doesn't matter all to much to me. Also much of this will probably just be me bitching about my life and my inability to change it, if you don't like listening to peop... » Continue Reading
About some months ago i discovered what was going to be my current obssesion..."界隈曲" (Kaiwai-kyoku) UTAU songs.I love this subgenre a lot and i find myself listening to songs of the genre every day now lol.My introduction to this weird but awesome world was a song called "." by 全てあなたの所為です。(Subete anata no sei desu). After that this song was my fixation, and i went as quick as possible to hear other songs from them.Turns out i was just at the tip of the iceberg.Some months passed by and i didn't ... » Continue Reading
Everyone I love is going to die some day, and I will still be alive after them. Loved ones won’t be around me forever, and they will all die. I’m gonna one day realize that it’s too late, and I need to be around my family. I feel like my virtual school thing isn’t working out, and I can’t spend time with my family, more important I can’t spend time with my baby brother. I want to be around me grandparents and my brother the most because they seem like the best people in my life right now. Someti... » Continue Reading
Everything sucks. I have this underlying anger that I need to just let out but I can't, I feel angry all the time and I feel the need to tear things apart.I hate people and how people can be, I hate the world and what we've done to it, the only things good here are the people who are actually doing something to stop things from going to hell.You know maybe I wish I was in hell, maybe I wish that because who knows if it'll be worse than what we've already got.I don't even know why I'm desperate t... » Continue Reading
I've been thinking about Peter Steele a lot lately, I tend to do that when my period is soon to come. Well, I always think about him but when I think about him on/near my period I get really sad about it? It's kind of a Type O Negative cliche and stereotype to be super into or only care about Peter Steele, unfortunately I fall into that stereotype kinda too.I don't idolize or think of him as a god among men, I do find his life and music very interesting though. Peter was an odd man who did a lot... » Continue Reading
When Genshin Impact came out I really enjoyed the gameplay and its charming character, but being an only-online game always made me worried it could just disappear someday. Well, DragonSword: Awakening looks to be the closest thing to an offline Genshin Impact to date. It released with full offline capability and with only Steam DRM; meaning so long as Steam is installed and in offline mode the game will work. Its already been pirated, which at least guarantees it won't one day become lost media... » Continue Reading
I'm trying to put all my stickers in one of those sticker books that let you organize it all, I didn't realize I had so many stupid stickers and now have to put them into this damn book ToTThe book is rlly cute and kinda small so it's convenient to take around with me and I'll like having it all organized but I don't wanna do it all. boo.. » Continue Reading
Últimamente está muy de moda mandarme al demonio y no entiendo por ke o sea yo sé ir mmm tal vez no sea la más mejor persona del mundo pero yo no soy jemte grosea yo cuando me subo al camión digo buenas tardes o buenos días se cobra por favor en la siguiente bajo por favor y gracias siempre yo digo las palabras básicas de modales humanos y mmmm no digo groserías cuando ablo aja en serio wey yo no sé hoy me mandó al demonio la combi me dijo mmmm ya no voy payá de ke yo era el único pasajero y ahí... » Continue Reading