Today I was supposed to get so much done around the house, but my body hurt too much to do most of it. I took a shower this morning, which took most of my energy, thankfully I could sit down to sort through my jewelry to post on my depop. But I also needed to go to the grocery store but every inch I moved, my body screamed at me. I know being in my late thirties means I take ibuprofen for most things, but I hate living on it constantly. I feel trapped in this body and sometimes its hard to see t... » Continue Reading
had a much needed therapy appointment and then an also much needed spravato appointment. having some issues with a soon-to-be ex-friend, needed some advice on how to get my closure and say goodbye. i feel so much better and so much less conflicted about speaking my true feelings. i really care about the girl, but i can't stick around anymore if she feels entitled to my friendship (and what money i have for that matter).been home since 1:30p, been hanging out and playing club penguin journey. huu... » Continue Reading
I just woke up and like almost half of the population does, I went on my phone and opened instagram and the first post I saw was of someone who I knew of was becoming the first male cheerleader !!! I’m so happy for him cuz 1. Thats insane to do especially in the midwest 2. He’s THE first one in all of our school history 3. He looks so good with the uniform! I’m honestly glad that my school is a tad bit more progressive than others cuz it makes me have hope for the future ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ !!! » Continue Reading
In my pervious blog you could see how I came up with a theory on a boy who had a crush on me, or so I thought. His name was Mikey. Thankfully I think I can say he hasn't (and hopefully never will) see that blog entry. Though I can't entirely say I didn't come out of this situation without an embarrassing interaction with him. About a month ago I decided to DM him on instagram since he was giving me little signals that he perhaps had feeling for me. I thought he was pretty cute so stupidly I grew... » Continue Reading
The next Sonohara album is LOCKED, COCKED AND READY TO ROCK!!! Sent out to the label and everything today. Can't wait to show you what's in store, this record is seriously insane!!! » Continue Reading
I just feel like sometimes that I'm starting to care less and less about the people I call my friends(；′⌒`). I only have 2 friends and it has stayed that way since sixth grade. The three of us are going to high school this year and we're all going to different schools, so it's going to be harder for us to keep in touch. At first, I was so overjoyed to actually have some real friends instead of random people I surround myself with because I'm lonely. But as time went on, I've started noticing tha... » Continue Reading
Harakiri is a legendary jidaigeki film directed by Masaki Kobayashi and stars the equally as legendary actor Tatsuya Nakadai in the lead, supported by Rentaro Mikuni, Akira Ishihama, and Shima Iwashita.The film revolves around a washed-up samurai named Tsugomo Hanshiro, who arrives at a lord's manor requesting to perform harakiri in his court, and explains to an audience of retainers the events that led up to the present.Originally, I was gonna wait a day so I could watch the remake and review b... » Continue Reading
walks at night are so peaceful because there's no people and you can really just hear nature, i can't really explain it but it's so calming » Continue Reading
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